We had two guest sitters this week… Sudakini and Vajralila.
This was their first time sitting in a Physical Mediumship
circle.
Liz sat in her usual place to my right, Sudakini sat
opposite and Vajralila sat to my left.
Liz did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned out the light
and put the music on.
Liz and Sudakini were feeling hot.
Vajralila was seeing a few pin-prick lights in the room.
Liz saw some lights in the corner of her eye.
Vajralila was now seeing flashes in the room.
Liz saw blobs like cotton wool.
Sudakini was seeing lines of light in the room.
20 minutes after the start I began to be controlled.
Liz turned off the music and welcomed the communication as
it settled in…
‘Good evening, good
evening’
Liz… ‘Good evening to
you’
‘Is a pleasure to
welcome the new visitors to the circle this evening thank you, thank you for
your attendance this evening. We appreciate the combined energies that you
bring into our circle. We hope you feel at ease in the séance conditions. We
have chosen to come through at an earlier time, we wish to make use of the
loving vibrations you have brought to this room, you have lightened the room.
It is a powerful energy that you bring and we are able to engage with this
energy, we can introduce our own level of energy and combine it with yours
allowing us to open our mind, allow the words to come through, explore the
possibilities that are presented to us. Each time we sit we are faced with new
opportunities to help us move through the obstacles of communication from the
spiritual vibrations to your physical vibrations. There is not so much of a
distance between the two, more of a shifting of vibration, a blending of
energies creating a compatible atmosphere where we can produce the sound, use
the vocal cords of this medium as we introduce our thoughts into the physical
mind. The atmosphere of the room is so important for our work and we appreciate
the happy frames of mind that you have brought into this room for this can have
an effect on how we can work, on whether we can work. Keep your minds raised,
feel the vibration within yourself lift above the physical thoughts of your
daily life. You will feel yourself drawn closer to the spiritual vibrations, to
your own true vibrations for you are all spiritual beings, your true self has
been partially dimmed due to the effects of the physical world. You are
constantly bombarded by those effects as you live your physical life, as you mingle
with those who you meet. You feel the effects of others, you sense their
thoughts as you listen to their words, as you watch the way they hold
themselves and the expressions that light up their face. Compare this to the
feelings you get as you take yourself into the nature of your world, as you
gaze at a newly opened flower, at the fresh green grass, as you listen and feel
the wind, as you observe the weather and as you delight in the stars at night.
All these things give you; they bring back that memory of the spiritual
existence that drives you forward. Allow yourself; immerse yourself in your
physical life, for you are a part of the physical world and you are here to
learn and also to teach. Never waste the opportunity that has been given to you
to experience a physical life. Take each opportunity that is presented to you
and allow your true self to blossom as the effects of that physical opportunity
give you a step forward, a further step on your pathway… Do you have questions
you would wish to ask? Elizabeth maybe you could ask a question to set the
tone’
Liz… ‘Spiritual beings
in a physical world… at what point does this incarnation, this separation from
spirit take place and our sense of the separation and why?’
‘It is a slow process,
as you become aware of the surroundings that you are in, through the physical
senses of your physical body you build up for yourself an understanding, you
build up for yourself a series of beliefs based on your perception, your
perceptions through your physical senses. Initially these are purely
perceptions, as your physical mind grows you begin to interpret these
perceptions, you interpret as best you can through the restrictions of physical
senses but a part of you will cling to the spiritual memory. As you continue to
develop in the physical world you become bombarded by ideas, ideas that have
grown amongst those who share your physical world. These ideas will make you
question your beliefs and you may build up new beliefs but they will build on
the initial foundations of beliefs that you have given yourself. That foundation
will direct how your beliefs will grow. A point will be reached where you will
begin to close off that spiritual link, it will become clouded as you journey
through your physical existence. You all possess free will and you also have
the ability to make choices. These choices will be based initially on the
foundations of beliefs but as you grow up in your physical world that spiritual
part of you will work its way through and affect the choices. You will feel
yourself put more thought to the choices that are given to you each day of your
life for that motivating force, that spiritual force will find easier access to
drive you forward and you will see the errors in past choices that you have
made, you will want to rectify these errors, this will open you up more and
allow your spiritual self to begin to shine through’
Liz… ‘What is the
purpose then of that spiritual essence being forgotten for a while, being
dimmed? Is there a purpose to it or is that just a consequence of penetrating
into the physical dimension?’
‘You have been given a
physical existence and the laws that govern the physical world are such that
you will indeed partially lose that spiritual driving force. The point is that
you will make mistakes, you will build up false beliefs and the purpose of
building these beliefs is so that you can grow, you will recognise the mistakes
you have made, this will allow more of your spiritual self, your true self, to
shine, but in recognising this, you, your true self, is also growing, is also
evolving, is evolving towards love. If your true self evolves towards love then
a far greater self, a far greater entity, a far greater understanding will
develop, will grow. As the physical world evolves so the greater understanding
that surrounds your physical world will also benefit and evolve. This is why
the physical world is such a good school, a place to learn, a place to make
mistakes, a place to build up beliefs and eventually a place to shed those
beliefs, cast them aside and allow that light within, that spiritual force to
blossom, to open out, to be shared by others, others who you meet in your
physical world. They too will recognise that light that shines within you and
within themselves. They will be drawn to your light and it will help them
unlock the spiritual selves that are still a part of them all. It will help
them shed their beliefs. Ultimately the whole physical human vibration will
slowly rise; this will have an effect on the greater consciousness, the greater
understandings that surround the physical vibration’
Liz… ‘It still seems a
strange thing that’s difficult to understand a reason for it, why the physical
world should have evolved, should have come into being for spirit to go through
this convoluted way of being lost and then found again. Being almost cut off
from itself and then turning back into itself. That this process and the
rational for it in human terms is difficult to understand’
‘You have to take yourself out of your
physical world to get a better understanding of this. If you consider yourself
as pure consciousness unable to express yourself with other entities in a
physical way you would have, you would contain information which you can indeed
transfer; you would be limited in how you could grow. There is a way to bring
to your mind a picture, a picture which will develop in your mind. Think of a
spiral, think of a circle, think of a point on that circle. That point can
travel the circle and return to the same point. Now think of the spiral. As
that point travels the circle of the spiral it can either return to the same
point or the spiral can expand and the point will find itself raised, raised up
on the spiral. In your physical world you not only have the opportunity to
traverse that circle but you also have the opportunity to traverse the spiral
and raise yourself, evolve yourself, for you are entering into a world of
experience, a world where you can use your physical senses and you can mingle
with the other entities of your world. You can help each other grow and you can
observe and listen and learn from each other. You can develop interests in a
physical world, interests which will help you to develop your spiritual self
for the effects of interests lighten your mind, open yourself up for you wish
to increase your interest, you wish to meet others who share your interest and
you will combine into a group, a group of friends, friends of shared interest
and you will help each other. You will help each other to expand that spiral.
You will feel the spiritual vibration that brings you together with this shared
interest; you will feel it raising you up’
Liz… ‘Thank you
friend, what you’ve described is very much like a Buddhist philosophical
framework’
‘Do not limit yourself
to the physical form, the physical way of thinking. When you ask your questions
try to raise your own vibration, try to allow your spiritual self to motivate
the questions. This will allow you to see your own answers, for you are looking
at them from a new perspective. All the time you are asking questions from a
physical perspective you are throwing a blanket over yourself, you will not let
that spiritual understanding come through to yourself. You may not fully
understand how the spiritual vibrations operate but a part of you has already
experienced this and if you let it, it will present itself forward to your mind
but then you have the problem of translating that information into a physical
model that best represents the information you have been given, for the
physical mind cannot think with a spiritual vibration. The physical mind will
work with the physical form but the spiritual mind is also with you, is also a
part of you. We can only give you physical words at this time, but we can also
give you feelings as you sit, as you hear the words. Feelings that will help
you to understand those greater questions’
Liz… ‘Those greater
questions feel like imponderables, we haven’t got a framework, we haven’t got a
way to... beyond our understanding, the whys, why why…’
‘What do you think is
giving you those greater questions to ask? Those greater questions which are
beyond the physical world’
Liz… ‘I guess it comes
from spirit’
‘It also comes from
yourself for you are spirit, you are all spirit. Do not think of yourself as
physical beings, think of yourself as highly evolved spirits wanting to
increase that understanding, wanting to experience the conditions that you
understand as physical, wanting to help others, wanting to increase the love
within this physical world’
Liz… ‘Would it be true
to say that from the point of view of the physical vibrational level that we
are very slowed down, we have a much… the resolution of our perception of our
experience is much finer somehow, we’ve slowed down to such an extent that
we… in the spiritual realm that things
are much faster, I’m not quite sure how to say it, that the fine detail isn’t
there in the same way, that somehow in the physical it’s as if looking through
a microscope’
‘The physical senses
that you operate through in the physical world do indeed slow you down yes but
that motivating force, that spiritual force inside of you has not changed, it
has merely been shielded, filtered, yes filtered from the spiritual vibration.
You have been clouded which would have the effect on the spiritual part of you
of slowing down’
Sudakini… ‘Does that
matter? It doesn’t seem to matter to me… it’s okay isn’t it, slowing down?’
‘There is no necessity
for speed in the process of evolution, evolution towards love. The important
aspect of this is that you do indeed evolve, evolving slowly step by step,
observing that what passes. It is not wise to go too fast or to reach too far.
Remain comfortable with a pace you have set yourself’
Liz… ‘Thank you
friend, yes the one step at a time, slow steps’
‘We have talked on
this many times’
Sudakini… ‘Also it
feels to me like a paradox to try and get anywhere, it feels like it’s already
here. It’s not about trying to get anywhere’
‘There is no distance,
there is merely states of mind, levels of vibration which intermingle with each
other, there are no boundaries, it is a constant growing, a constant learning
but at the same time the physical world presents those obstacles which you can
either see as opportunities or distractions. They can help you or they can set
you back. Look for the good in all things and the obstacles will help you
forward’
Liz… ‘Vajralila did
you want to ask a question?’
Vajralila… ‘I can’t
yet formulate one… something about the paradox between right now and then,
there’s no time or space… between timelessness and time, how two opposites can
be true at the same time?’
‘The question of time…
much has been said about the passage of time… it is understood by many that the
spiritual vibrations are in a state of timelessness, there is no time, but the
spiritual world is an evolving world. To evolve there has to be the element of
time. To evolve from one state to another state has to include the passage of
time. Time can and does vary. Time can and is split, split into new elements of
time. In the physical world you find yourself restricted to the tick tock of
your clock. The minutes go by, the days go by, you observe the days become
nights and the nights become days yet you also experience periods where time
seems to speed up and when time seems to slow down. So which is true? Is the
clock giving you a true understanding of time or are your feelings to be
believed? We have already explained that the spiritual part of you can be felt
by your feelings whereas the physical part has to rely on the tick tock of your
physical clocks, of you physical measurements, of your physical laws. Build
your understanding of time on the feelings you experience as the physical world
passes by’
Sudakini… ‘So both is
true, the physical reality and the spiritual reality are both true but
different, interrelated, is that what you’re saying?’
‘They are both true
from the point that you are existing. When you think of yourself as a physical
being you are indeed in the physical time but raise yourself up, take yourself
to your feelings and you can experience time beyond the physical. Allow your
mind to wander for you can briefly take yourself from your physical world
whilst still operating in your physical world’
Liz… ‘You’re in the
world but not of the world’
‘Is this
understandable to you?’
Sudakini… ‘Yes’
Vajralila… ‘Is it a
bit like music being like a metaphor… it seems to be in time then it’s coming
out of silence which is not in time’
‘The music of your
world can take you out of your world. The beauty of your world can take you out
of your world’
Liz… ‘That’s lovely,
so in the heart of our physical existence we’re in contact with our deepest
spiritual reality’
‘Your physical world
is presented to you like a picture you have painted for yourself. You and you
alone are responsible for the reality you perceive. Each thought that you give
out creates a new brush stroke on that picture. Try to make that picture as
beautiful as you can, do not let the negativities of your world ruin that
picture with an ugly stroke for you are in charge, your spiritual self is in
charge and it is trying with all its might to help you paint a work of art that
will lighten your mind, raise you from the negativities that exist in your
world, allow you to view your picture for the beauty that it contains for your
physical world is a beautiful place. The more you can appreciate the beauty in
your world the more beautiful your picture will become and that will also help
others who will sense that beauty reflecting in your eyes, rebounding into
their minds, helping them to create beautiful thoughts’
Sudakini… ‘Isn’t there
a paradox in terms of control and being in charge? Isn’t it more like what you
were saying, something about tuning in to spiritual, letting go and doing
something that isn’t being in control and being in charge that we usually think
of?’
‘The physical mind
puts an understanding to the words… “being in charge” The spiritual motivating
force is driving you, is trying to drive you. Once you have become immersed in
the physical vibration you have dimmed that spiritual motivating force but it
is always there. Try not to think of yourself as a single personality; try to
allow your memory of how you truly are to surface in your mind. Allow yourself
to remember the connections you have. It is a belief that you are a single
personality, a belief shared by all that walk the physical world, a strong
belief that has built up. If you can break down that belief you will see
yourself and others from a new perspective and you will understand the
importance of sharing, of helping one another, of sending healing to one
another. When the weak minded are overcome by the temptations of negativity,
you will see how you can help them and you will see how by helping them you are
helping yourself and you are indeed helping a much greater understanding that
encompasses all… Please will you replay your music and we will withdraw but we
will re-join you in a slice of your physical time. Thank you for listening,
thank you for giving your questions and your energies to the circle’
Liz… ‘Thank you
friend, we look forward to hearing you again’
‘We will return in
this session’
Liz… ‘I’ll switch on
the music now, thank you for your communication friend’
‘Enjoy your music;
enjoy the vibration of your room, if you feel uncomfortable then feel free to
move yourself in your chair’
Liz put the music back on.
Sudakini had felt herself drifting off a little towards the
end of the communication and felt they had withdrawn for a while to give her a
chance to recharge her energy.
Vajralila was seeing lights near where Liz was sitting.
She noticed the lights increased when they were all singing
along to the music.
Vajralila picked up a smell like a candle that had just been
blown out.
Sudakini was seeing a few flashes at the bottom of her right
eye.
She then picked up a buzzing in her left ear.
Sudakini and Liz both had itchy noses.
Noises were heard from the cabinet and Liz turned off the
music…
Liz… ‘Hello friend
welcome back’
‘We are reaching the
end of our session this evening; we have enjoyed the energies that you have
brought to the circle this evening yes, we have almost completed another page
of the book, we have spoken words, you have given your questions, it is all
recorded in the book which will make up a wonderful library of understandings
for all to share and enjoy. We hope you have enjoyed your experience this
evening. There is much potential felt in your energies that you bring,
potential for the development of physical mediumship. For you have experienced
the visual effects and the physical feelings that we have presented to you as
you sat in the darkness. There is much to learn, there is much to discover and
you will find when you look back on the words that have been spoken and the
thoughts that have been triggered in your minds. You will find this will be of
benefit as your mind expands and grows and your understanding develops based on
the makeup of your individual being and those beliefs that you have built up
will begin to loosen, but it is always your choice as to what you wish to
retain and what you wish to reject. Always question yourself, always question
new ideas as they are presented to you. Do not allow yourself to believe all
that is draped in front of you, sift through the words and pictures, decide for
yourself what to retain and what to discard and build your own picture, your
own reality that best suits that central core, that true being that envelops
you all… As always we give you all a piece of our love to take out into your
world and spread around but keep one part of it to help you understand the
ideas that are presented to you and the sights that come before your eyes. Take
from those sights the beauty that makes them up, look further into that beauty,
increase the definition of that beauty for beauty need not be a distant vague
outline. You can bring it into focus for yourself, you can see every line,
every shade of colour and the more you look into that hi-definition the more
your understanding will develop for you are training yourself to bring into
focus all that is presented to you as you live your daily life in your physical
world… Thank you all for coming this evening, may God bless you all and may God
lighten your life and allow that light within to spread out and reach many and
touch many and know that that touch will be felt’
Liz… ‘Thank you
friend’
‘Thank you all, good
evening to you all’
All… ‘Goodnight and
God bless…’
Liz put the music back on.
I felt back with it after about two minutes.
I had remained aware throughout the session.
My head and arms had been moved around and at times my head
was turning from side to side as if checking out the sitters.
Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our
closing down exercise.
It had been a long session this week lasting three hours.
Fortunately everyone felt fine and not too stiff from
sitting afterwards…