May 2012 saw the first sitting of a new mediumship development circle in Eastbourne, East Sussex.

We sit in Liz's fully blacked-out converted garage. I sit as the medium with Liz as sitter and we are sometimes joined by other guest sitters.

We treat each sitting as an experiment with no expectations from us and ask our Spirit Team to work with us in the most efficient way to produce evidential mediumship to help us understand ourselves and the bigger picture.

Each sitting is recorded, I transcribe the recording verbatim and include in the final report of the transcript any additional unrecorded experiences that Liz and myself remembered from the sitting.

I publish these reports to give people the opportunity to read or listen to the communications and hopefully increase their own understandings.

I welcome any comments or questions and my contact email is nickp7871@gmail.com

It's up to the reader to make up their own mind as to the source of the communications and phenomena reported and hopefully be inspired to set up a development circle to get their own experiences...


...Nick Pettitt


165th Sitting 12/11/2015


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned on the music and put the light off.

I lost consciousness just after the opening prayer and woke up about one hour later.

After another ten minutes I began to be controlled and Liz turned off the music.

‘Good evening, good evening to you’

Liz… ‘Hello friend, good evening’

‘Let all communication be a pleasure for all to hear, for we come with much joy, much pleasure. Much contemplation comes into our work; we all choose the correct words as they assimilate into the mind of the medium. We can feel how they are received; we can feel the impact of the words as they are transmitted into your world. There is a connection for all, a connection with all who you work with, a connection that is used to monitor the input, the words that are used. We try to steer the communication in the direction we find most appropriate for the way you are thinking at this time. We do not wish to create confusion by emphasizing on a subject that does not quite fit in with your thinking at this time for we have picked up an understanding for the way you approach the subject, the way you gather thoughts, the way you understand the words that we give to you. There is much material that we will use when the time is right; we wish to develop the information as the weeks go by, each week will build on the previous week. At times we will go over once again communications that we have already given but will give them a new twist for as you think about the words we have said you create in yourself an understanding that can be modified. Your understanding can be built upon and can be moulded in such a way that further words will not distract you from your understanding up to that point. There are times when you need to question your own understanding and we can help by introducing new ideas, new concepts, but we can only introduce new ideas when we recognise that you are beginning to question your own ideas. We wish you to think for yourself, we wish to introduce concepts that will cause you to think for yourself. There is a constant need for growth in all minds as they journey the physical reality. The growth can be satisfied by new ideas that will create, that will insert a seed into your mind. Many seeds are placed into your minds for you to nurture and to feed and to give the correct conditions for germination. Your mind is a place where life can grow, where life can expand and develop. There is no limit to how far your mind can reach out. Recognise in yourself the seeds that have been sown as new ideas, new ways of thinking. Never be afraid of rejecting ideas that have become outgrown, that have become secondary to the ways that you think. Let them fade and pave the way to new understandings to develop in a fresh atmosphere. Take time to appreciate the wonders of your world, stop to think, pause as the beauty ignites, ignites the power in your mind, allows it to come to the surface and spread your awareness beyond the familiar cycle of life that you have built up for yourself. Enjoy greater beauty in what you perceive, enjoy greater clarity in what is presented to you, forge ahead in a kaleidoscope of colour, never held back by the old ideas that came to you. Much care is taken in the development of a human mind, once awareness is expanded the mind becomes stronger, the mind loses its connection with the weaker parts, the weaker strands of connection. Discoveries are made and new ideas will fall into place to be recognised as true ideas. Do not be afraid to step off the familiar path, know that you are strong and you will discover for yourself a wider understanding, a more solid understanding. Remain on the familiar path and opportunities will be lost. You are never alone…’

Liz… ‘Since we are talking on the development of mind and the creation of minds, understanding that there is a consciousness, a great mind that has it all entrained, that is aware of everything, that knows everything. What is the purpose of all these smaller parts also developing mind since at its highest level mind is already there and completely developed. What is the purpose of it or is that the wrong question asking if there is a purpose’

‘All mind however great is constantly working towards further development. No mind is all knowing for there is always room for expansion, there is always room for development’

Liz… ‘Why…’

‘The mind, the greater mind has set out for itself a pathway to further understanding, a pathway to further growth. If a mind were to stand still, if a mind were to remain at a point where no further understanding was required it would allow itself to decompose. The greater mind has the ability to create in a way that it can feed itself with greater understandings. For you to understand the greater mind you need to look at yourself, feel how you think, feel the effect that boredom has on the way you think and feel the way, feel the effect that new understanding has on the way that you think. Ask yourself what is the purpose of your life now as you journey the physical world’

Liz… ‘Yes, we are always asking that, and this is our journey and our reasons which are quite possibly as you confide a temporary framework, we’re trying to understand how to relate to the larger picture but still trying to see it from the point of view of the larger picture, of the all, and that which beyond there is no more. It’s very difficult to conceive why we should have come into being, why things are as they are’

‘The words you use reflect the understanding of a physical world, of a world restricted and confined to the physical senses that you use. If you were to imagine a world free from the restrictions of physical life, a world where the sense of touch is replaced by the sense of productive thought, productive thought that needs no framework of understanding for it is free to expand. You in your physical life are constantly holding back the thoughts that you produce. You cannot produce thoughts that will pierce the makeup of your physical world yet they do indeed reach out but your mind has no concept of the conditions where thoughts are free. You can imagine a world where thoughts are unrestricted, where creation is unrestricted, where thoughts are instant and creation is instant’

Liz… ‘That seems that that would be a level with much greater energy and power, as you say much greater freedom’

‘It is good to ponder on the larger realities, the greater minds that are intertwined with what you perceive as physical reality but you must understand from your point of view that your own thoughts can only spread out so far and a true understanding of the intent behind the greater mind, that you are thinking from the shadows that it creates on your world. The light that creates those shadows has yet to be seen by those who walk your world. Greater understanding will come to you but there is a place to start’

Liz… ‘It just seems very sad that a created being, a being who is created and constrained in this sort of way should have to spend such a large part of their created life feeling in ignorance and being miserable, not enjoying their life, almost being enslaved to wrong views, wrong ideas, misconceptions, half truths. It almost seems cruel, perhaps that’s a judgement using a word like cruel but it doesn’t always feel as if this form of being created, being of creation is a kind or a loving thing. There are many people that have thought in the past and in the present that feel that the gods or God must be quite a spiteful person, must be quite a capricious being because there is such a lot of suffering, almost like that the created beings, the beings are created and then disregarded, left to their own devises in ignorance, poverty, impoverishment of ideas and then given the feeling that this suffering is self-inflicted. So there is often a lot of anger because of this and many of the platitudes that come from the spiritual levels don’t seem able sometimes to cope with the reality of the paradoxes that we live with as a created being, as a fragment’

‘Each human spirit is allowed to think for itself, each human spirit that is introduced into the world of physical matter is part of a greater self, is always accompanied by fellow explorers interested in the effects of physical matter, of a physical reality on the thinking of that portion of the human spirit that is put into place in the physical world. The conditions you perceive of suffering, of confusion, of feeling that life is unfair; these are all reactions by a small part of a larger being that is experimenting in a laboratory that you call the physical universe. The greater part of that being is studying, studying the feedback of experience after experience as that small part journeys its way through physical life. You cannot understand the feelings of another; you can only perceive them with your own thoughts based on your own experiences as a small part of a greater being. There is no suffering to the greater being’

Liz… ‘That sounds wonderful from the point of view of the greater being but from the point of view of this little fragmentary point of consciousness that is meant to be evolving and developing but often it’s doing in an agony, a writhing and squirming in pain, a sort of existential pain’

‘You are painting a picture based on your feelings for each other. There is much joy in your world’

Liz… ‘That’s true, there’s joy but there’s also this pain too. Perhaps that’s something that the greater spirit, the greater creators are learning and ultimately have to share’

‘They are learning from the experiences of that small part. All experiences are valuable’

Liz… ‘I wonder if the greater spirit weeps sometimes to see the troubles of these smaller fragments in the same way that on Earth a parent weeps and is sad for the child that is suffering and all our children are suffering it seems to be part of the human predicament’

‘The suffering is only observed from within, within the physical world’

Liz… ‘I was told that once in a dream that suffering is only at this level, at higher levels it doesn’t exist’

‘It is only perceived at this level, beyond the level of the physical world there is greater understanding. What you perceive as suffering is understood as merely a new experience which will build a new physical mind which in turn will transmit the experiences into learning for the greater being. All experience is valuable for the growth of the greater mind. The physical world was created to enable the small parts, the units to experience. What does the suffering that you perceive in your world create for you? When you see suffering how does it make you feel?’

Liz… ‘Sad…’

‘What does it make you want to do?’

Liz… ‘To bring healing, take away the suffering’

‘What is motivating your thoughts that make you want to give healing to those who are suffering, that makes you want to take away the suffering that you perceive to be happening to other people in your world?’

Liz… ‘I guess the key to it is that there is such beauty and possibility and richness in the world and light and shade to be enjoyed and it seems, and perhaps this is a judgement but it seems wrong that people should lose capacity to enjoy, to appreciate, to love, to be happy to feel the fullness of the light and the beauty of the Earth. It seems a waste, it seems as though something’s gone wrong and perhaps that’s a judgement but perhaps that is the truth, the experiment is going wrong, lessons to be learned’

‘What you and others perceive as suffering creates love in your heart’

Liz… ‘But the love was already there, I don’t think the suffering creates the love’

‘The perception of the suffering allows that love to expand and put the thoughts into your mind to help, help each other, not to think of yourself but to think of others. If all, if everybody that you perceived was unaffected by suffering, if you saw no reason to help one another, how then could you grow the love within yourself?’

Liz… ‘Because if you were already all enjoying the world equally you would all be able to praise and appreciate the world together and why would you need, there wouldn’t be any suffering, you wouldn’t have to remove suffering, you can share love, you can share appreciation, you can share joy without having to go through the suffering, you can develop wisdom and awareness without having to go through suffering. Perhaps it was already there? That wisdom and awareness and suffering is due to some loss, something that’s gone wrong, some sublime experimenter who threw a spanner in the works’

‘Take away the suffering in your world and the world becomes a place of stagnation, each aspect of the physical world is carefully balanced, each polarity has its opposite polarity’

Liz… ‘So you’re saying that the suffering comes from the tension between these polarities which is a means to prevent boredom and stagnation, with the suggestion that just being happy and at peace and enjoying the world wouldn’t be enough, that created beings would just keep on enjoying, keep on being happy and stagnate but that sounds like a judgement too’

‘You can only judge yourself…’

Liz… ‘If I were given paradise and lived in the Garden of Eden would I end up despoiling it because I got bored with being too happy and too content, too full of love and appreciation?’

‘You would look for further challenges in your life. You would wonder to yourself, you would ask yourself what is the meaning of this life?’

Liz… ‘It’s an interesting idea, I suppose for a very creative person, creation and invention can be wonderful but it can also be an agony, an ecstasy and an agony, like the birth process to give birth is an ecstasy and an agony’

‘Once again the balance, an ever evolving system of creation, of life and death’

Liz… ‘Yes this is how it is but these are the questions from a mortal point of view of why is it as it is, how did it come to be like this, why?’

‘An ever evolving experiment’

Liz… ‘Yes but as you say perhaps the questioning is out of mortality and not relevant to higher levels’

‘As an experiment develops then new ideas will be introduced, findings will be recorded, results will be written down’

Liz… ‘And then we can have a scenario like The Sorcerer's Apprentice where you get a created being who gets the knack of creation and gets too big for his boots and then creates absolute chaos but is experimenting foolishly, unwisely’

‘As with all experiments mistakes can be made’

Liz… ‘I suspect this has happened on Earth, I hope they can be put right’

‘But mistakes can be seen as opportunities for growth’

Liz… ‘I think it’s time to put right the mistakes’

‘The mistakes will always be there’

Liz… ‘And always have the possibility of correction’

‘Then that is the growth’

Liz… ‘Yes’

‘That is what we are looking for, that is the whole meaning of the life, of physical life, growth and understanding. There is no easy way to explain, but we will continue to help you to understand, help you all to understand. Sometimes there are disappointments in your thinking as you work at rejecting an old thought, an old idea and pave the way for new ideas and new understandings. It is good to question, good to use your mind. Dissect the possibilities that are given to you, but it is wise to look from all perspectives. Use your imagination to take yourself out of the physical world, into the picture that you have built up for yourself, for each and every one has built up their own understandings of what lies beyond the physical world and each person is ready to modify that understanding as the thoughts become clearer in their mind. Do not hold yourself back, do not be afraid to ignite your imagination and create undreamt of situations, experiment with your mind and your imagination and you may indeed uncover something which will help you, will help you to understand from a greater vantage point… Thank you my dear friend, you have provided us with most entertaining questions. We can understand the way you feel, the way you think and we will continue to introduce into your mind stepping stones to further understandings to further expansion of your own view on life and on love. We will now withdraw for tonight and will leave you with a piece of our love to circulate throughout your own mind and trigger off understandings that may seem alien to you until you view them from a higher vantage point, goodnight to you, may God bless you all, thank you’

Liz… ‘Goodnight friend thank you, God bless you all’


AUDIO CLIP mp3

Liz put the music back on.
I was feeling back with it after about one minute.

Liz had drifted off a few times during the session but stayed with it during the communication.
She had got very hot as the communication started.

Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise.



164th Sitting 05/11/2015


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

I lost consciousness just after the opening prayer and woke up about one hour later.

Apart from cold legs Liz wasn’t aware of any phenomena in the room this week.

Liz turned off the music when she heard me becoming controlled.
She welcomed the communication as it settled in.

‘Good evening, good evening to you’

Liz… ‘Good evening to you’

‘Tick tock, tick tock… Time comes, the time comes to all in the correct sequence for there is a plan ahead for all who walk your world and everyone fits into place at the correct time. There are no mistakes, there is only natural balance throughout each and every pocket of your world, nothing can be out of place for everyone comes through with a clear mind, a strong heart and a peaceful attitude as they journey their way through your physical world. Take a look into the makeup of your world and you will see, you will understand that there are many factors put into place, many sights that can be seen for what they are. Nothing appears as it truly is until the effort has been made by each individual to open the eyes, open the gates in the wall that surrounds the consciousness as it tries to express itself in a recognisable way. Each consciousness that enters the world of physical matter does so in the knowledge that it will achieve its goal at the correct time. There is no fixed route, you are all allowed to wander, wander off the pathway, discover through your own mistakes how you have created for yourself limitations, limitations and frustrations which cause you all to step back and think for yourself. Use what has been given to you, a physical mind tuned into the vibration in which you live, holding unlimited capacity. Tap into your mind and use what you have. There is so much more to be unfolded once you grasp onto the idea that a pathway has been opened up for you all, use it to its advantage. There is a time to rest, a time to let go of the struggle, only you will know when that time has come for you cannot continually walk blindly forwards when your mind is subject to the confusions caused by continued living in a physical world limited to your physical senses. A time of peaceful reflection will allow you to take apart the confusion and irritations that you have placed on yourself. Live a simple life and the confusions will crumble’

Liz… ‘How simple is a simple life?’

‘A simple life is what you can see as a changing concept in your own mind allowing the simple beauty of each breath that you take to open your eyes. There are no complications in your world yet you complicate your own perception of your world. You have many opportunities but you must take them one at a time, at the correct time, recognise the opportunities as they come to you do not look for opportunities, let your life unfold in a natural way. Do not complicate what is a simple way of living. Count the stars as you look into your night sky, recognise them as signposts that will take you on a wonderful simple journey through life. Start at the brightest star then pause, enjoy the light that it gives to you, only when you feel your heart has been filled with all the love that it can take should you then look out to the next brightest star and make your way to that. There is order to your life, do not let order become disorder, do not let ease become disease, take from life that what interests you, that what resonates with you, you will discover all that is there for you. A child sets foot into physical life with a knowledge that it will cling too for each child knows when the time is right. Each child has set for itself a golden opportunity and it will venture towards that golden opportunity until distractions build up and push the mind into situations which then need to be worked at. Effort is needed to come out of a situation; confusion will cause the golden opportunity to be lost until the mind finds its way back to the correct pathway once again. Once upon a time all light was perceived and every mind, every physical mind could understand the purpose of living a life in physical matter but as time goes on that perception has become clouded by the misuse of opportunities. A darkness has built up in the minds of all who walk your world, a darkness that threatens the simplicity of life. The weaker minds of your world are open to the darkness while the stronger minds try to spread light to all. Our work in coming through to you is to help more minds to open and realise the importance of spreading light in a world that has become dimmed by darkness. The physical world is a wonderful world, it was created and it has been used in the best possible way to raise the vibration of all life. It will always continue to be a home for the weak of mind and the strong of mind working together, uplifting each other, working towards perfection. You are not alone; you are part of a greater understanding and a greater life. Each mind contains within it the connections to that greater life. Turn the corner; start to understand how simple your life can be in a world created by your own thoughts. You have control; nothing is stronger than your own mind. The thoughts that have gone into your world are there to be built upon’

Liz… ‘What happens to someone who decides to use their mind and their life in a very negative way creating a lot of suffering for other people but this person doesn’t want to change, is content, is in their pathway, feels that they’re acting in a meaningful way. What happens if when they die they resist changing, they don’t learn the lessons of love, they don’t want to learn those lessons, they want to stay in the modus vivendi that they’ve adopted, the way that they see things?’

‘Each mind, each individual personality has total control of how it lives its life whether it is in the physical world or if it has, if its physical life has ended, for it will then find itself in the same condition as it felt itself when in the physical world. There is no distance, there are no places beyond the physical world, there are merely states, states of mind, states of being. When an individual finds itself unable to evolve, unable to recognise the light that shines, only capable of recognising dark thoughts, it will hold itself in a condition, a severely limiting condition. The power within that mind will be so limited that it will only reach out to those individuals that are similarly affected by the darkness that surrounds them all. A mind such as this cannot affect the minds of those who live with love, those who have understood the benefits of the love in their life. A time will come when the darkened mind will look at itself, will think for itself, will ask itself… Why is there no purpose to life? Why can it not blame others for its own state of being? Is there a way out without the use of manipulation of other minds? …There is only so far a darkened mind can go in the manipulation of others before it realises it is only manipulating itself. Manipulation leads to a dead end. A mind content with manipulation is a mind that is truly reaching a point of death. Only if a realisation comes to that mind that it can grow on its own…’

Liz… ‘In the meantime would such a mind in the non-physical reality which it finds itself after death try to continue to influence the physical plane through other people still alive?’

‘The limits of the darkened mind will restrict it to those minds of a similar disposition, of a similar darkness, that walk your earthly world. It will indeed be able to influence but only in a limited way. The darkened mind that finds itself beyond the physical world will crave the pleasures it once felt, for it now has no hold on physical pleasures, physical experiences yet it can attach and experience through another, another mind that is a part of the physical world. This will not help the growth of that darkened mind; it will only push it down. The mind that tries to manipulate and influence will grow tired, will look into itself and ask for help. Once the mind has asked for help the eyes will begin to open and accept the help that is there but it has to make the first move. The downward spiral can only go so far. Each mind seeks adventure; adventure cannot come to those who have sunk so low until they ask themselves the question… What is the purpose of my life? Why can I not see what I place into my mind? …Does this answer your question?’

Liz… ‘I think so yes, it was a question posed by somebody else’

‘If further clarification is required at a later date once thought has been put on the answer then feel free to ask’

Liz… ‘In order to operate in a physical reality with full energy and consciousness is it necessary for us to practice and learn to stabilise our mental states, to stabilise our mind so that we can truly feel and be aware that we are spirit, that we are pure energy, so that we can recognise the impermanence of our physical vibrational state. Do we need to work at this realisation?’

‘That is but one way to live your life for there are many ways to live a productive life in the physical world’

Liz… ‘But many of us feel very limited in terms of our energy and our reach and our clarity. It’s as if we live in a perpetual fog’

‘There is purpose to the limitations of the physical mind; it allows each individual to express themselves in their own way, their own unique way. Take away all limitations and you will all be the same, the same person. You need variety in a world of physical matter, each person who finds themselves as an individual unique entity walking the physical world has to work for themselves, has to navigate the limitations put upon by the very makeup of your world. Those who work at clearing their minds of the clutter of everyday physical life will indeed see for themselves the vastness of the human mind unrestricted by limitations and able to travel out into all vibrations yet this is rarely achieved by any one individual. If you live your life with love in your heart, with light in your eyes thinking of others not obsessed by self, not obsessed by wealth, content with the richness gained by doing good, helping your fellow man, spreading what light you have to all who you meet, looking for the good in all situations no matter how dark they may seem. See how those who you meet can be uplifted by the way you live your life. When you help others you help yourself and you will see your world expanding before you, you will see that golden opportunity that you set for yourself become clearer, become more defined and you will treasure it, you will treasure it more than all the Earthly treasures that are put in front of you for you will truly see the greater understanding of life. Set an example and the world will have no limits. Feel the light that makes up your world and live in tune with that light. The essence of life is all around permeating your soul, do not block or create shadows, allow the light to guide you through your life. The dark clouds will be there but know that you have the power to give them light, change them into bright white clouds. Sing the songs of light, play the music of light, stay in tune and help those who are not in tune to raise their frequency and join you in a symphony of love… Thank you my dear friend. We have reached the time once again where we will have to leave once again. There is much light in this room, each week you are building up a power that will reach out into your world and help those weak minds, help them see, help them to love themselves’

Liz… ‘Thank you friend’

‘Take a piece of our love into your world and know that it can only do good, thank you, may God bless you all, goodnight to you’

Liz… ‘Goodnight and God bless you all as well, good night friend, thank you’


AUDIO CLIP mp3

Liz put the music back on.
I felt back with it after a couple of minutes.

Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise…


163rd Sitting 29/10/2015


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8.40pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

After one minute Liz reported the room had become blotchy then broke up into what looked like flag stones.
She saw dim lights moving around at different speeds, some very fast.
Then there were more defined shapes in the room.

I lost consciousness just after the opening prayer and came back after about one hour.

Liz became very hot.
She reported a lot of light in the room then saw more shapes and points of light.
She felt there were presences in the room.
She felt them moving past her and then she felt very cold.

Noises started from the cabinet and Liz turned off the music.
She welcomed the communication as it tuned in.

‘Good evening, good evening to you’

Liz… ‘Good evening friend’

‘Learning to compose a correct signal that will operate in your frequency yes, now is time to come through and speak again, speak to the physical world, the physical atmosphere, the world of physical matter, the world that to you appears as solid, as form, as an experience, as experiential life that you live unaffected by the patterns that surround you, the patterns that are a part of you. There is structure in your life yet you see only part of the full picture. We come through and we try to help you to understand the larger realities. Nothing is hidden from you, you only create for yourself a narrow vision, you build up beliefs, beliefs that are engrained in your being, that cause you to see with a narrow vision. Work at unfolding those beliefs and your vision will widen. Develop your depth of feeling, recognise the thoughts that make up your world, recognise them as the true starting point in your adventure. The thoughts that were put into your world brought together the physical structure that you experience. You can see the effect of thought on physical matter yet you will not allow yourself to understand how your world is made up of thought. You are constantly engaged with physical matter, thought appears as a secondary… your mind is fixed on what you receive as the primary makeup of your world, the physical matter, the ground on which you walk, the sights that you perceive. You believe that the physical matter has been part of your world since the beginning. The physical mind will not bring forward into its awareness the possibilities that the physical world is made up of a finer structure, a structure not embedded in physical matter. Worlds within worlds, time within time, constantly working together, time and the world you live, the world you perceive, governed by time and space. Much care went into the thinking that brought forth your world, a delicate balance was achieved. The forming of physical structure is the responsibility of each mind that chooses to journey through your world. There is no correct perception, perception can change, perception can become clearer, crisper, more defined. Take your perception into the next world then the world you perceive now will fade away. Preparations are already in place for creation of the next world and it has been seen by many, it has been perceived in many ways, there is not one way to perceive. Take yourself to the mountains of your world, climb to the top, observe your world from the top of your mountains, watch as the view develops, allow your perception to feed you with the beauty that reflects the love that was put into your world. Every colour, every shade of colour has been selected to take you out of your own interpretation, wake you up and give you the experience of a wider vision. We have watched your world grow, we have watched the effects of the opening of the minds within it and we have seen how each individual mind paints for itself a picture of a personal world personal to that individual yet the real world exists as the framework for all individuals. Each time a new child is born a new picture emerges and the world becomes a greater, wider experience for all. Step up to your own beliefs, walk amongst all who share your beliefs but know that the beliefs are fragile and can crumble, recognise your beliefs for what they are, stepping stones on a fragile structure that you feel are required to help you navigate your way through a world of physical matter. Have the courage to step off those stones onto unfamiliar ground and you will begin to understand there is nothing that is required to hold you up…’ (Pause)

Liz had fallen asleep.
The communication became incoherent for a while

‘…the energies of the room are strong, are heavy on you now, we can put… we have completed all of our words today… are you aware?’

Liz… ‘Aware?’

‘Are you awake?’

Liz… ‘Yes… having difficulty staying awake’

‘Yes we have noticed, we feel the effects when you lose your consciousness’

Liz… ‘If I take some deep breaths it helps to restore my energy…’

Liz took some deep breaths.

‘Yes, sometimes the energies of the room will affect you, if you feel uncomfortable or unable to keep your attention let us know and we can lighten the atmosphere’

Liz… ‘Alright yes, I’m not uncomfortable but I have great difficulty keeping my attention. I was awake until the communication started’

‘Maybe if you can think of a question that you would like an answer for it will help the energies balance in the room. Is there anything you would like to ask of us?’

Liz… ‘Yes I’d like to know how it is when I’m in the cabinet, when I pick up connections of which I’m not consciously aware but later when we look on the internet there is some relevance, validity to these connections, is it just data, information that’s just stored in my unconscious or am I reaching out into a larger data stream, where are those inspirations coming from?’

‘When you sit for the purpose of developing mediumship, the channelling of information through into physical words, then you are opening yourself up to all information that is available to you. You are drawing on the information that makes up your world and also that what you understand as beyond your physical world. You also have in your physical mind a store house of information which you have built up for yourself through the experiences you have had. This will come forward and it will help, it will help you reach out into information that is beyond your own knowledge at this time. When you look into the words you have spoken at a later date you will indeed find connections, connections that were not, that you were not aware of at the time that the communication took place for you are indeed reaching out and you are developing that part of your mind that is receptive to new understandings. Continue working as you do and you will find each week that more connections can be found in the information. Remember that that information that comes through you is not always meant for your own learning, your own experiences. The purpose of mediumship is to reach many minds, many who will be drawn to what you have said; they will make their own interpretations which will help them with their own understandings’

Liz… ‘Thank you, the other thing that I’d like to ask is, in the room tonight I was aware of a lot of light and a lot of movement, shapes, dimly perceived like moving silk but they felt like presences of people or spirits. Is that what I was perceiving?’

‘Always allow your feelings to give you the true picture. What you see is what you have perceived yet what you feel is closer to the true perception. When you see light and shapes in your room they are not necessarily physical light, physical shapes, for as you know you are sitting in total darkness yet you still perceive, you still see pictures, colours, light and dark. Look beyond the visuals and feel for yourself. You have already said you feel presences in the room. You are feeling the thoughts of many, many who are attracted to what you do, many who take advantage of the conditions you have set up in your room, they are looking for opportunities to make themselves felt. You will find also when you sit in the cabinet the feelings will be heightened and again you will be aware of presences with you’

Liz… ‘Yes, why is it that myself and the medium find ourselves falling asleep for a large part of the evening when we’re in the cabinet recently, we haven’t always done that’

‘Much work is being done to pave the way for a stronger link, an open doorway into your awareness. Both of you work in a similar way yet this can be modified and strengthened. At the moment the effect of the work we are putting into each of you will create, will make you become unconscious, will relax your minds, will take you out of the physical world. When you are engaged in the activities of the physical world your mind is not receptive to the thoughts that we can place into your minds. At this time we need to relax and cause you to fall asleep then we can work at a new level. As the weeks go by you will find you will not become so disconnected with the physical, it will become more natural for us to step into your mind and work with what you can provide for us’

Liz… ‘That would be good’

‘Mediumship is a very individual component of each mind, each individual mind. We can experiment and we can find for ourselves the most beneficial entry point into your mind. In order to experiment with something so delicate and receptive, then a state of sleep or unconsciousness helps us, allows us to work without the distractions that are a constant part of your physical life’

Liz… ‘When we enter a dream world, when we are dreaming, are we sometimes entering an objective reality, another reality, an actual vibration, a different vibrational level, or are we just creating images with our mind, or is that the same thing?’

‘All realities are created; you are all capable of creation, of creating your own realities’

Liz… ‘Is that what we’re doing when we’re dreaming?’

‘Not only when you dream but also when you wake, when you are awake in your physical reality you are still creating for yourself your own reality’

Liz… ‘Yes you’ve been talking about that a lot recently’

‘When you dream you have entered into a new state of mind that is free from the physical world that you are familiar with. Your dreams can take you away from familiar scenes, familiar feelings, familiar thoughts, yet when the dream is remembered it is necessary to clothe it in familiar thoughts, familiar feelings. Only when the dream is being dreamt are the true meanings absorbed into your mind. These dream experiences will wait in your mind until an opportunity arises that will allow them to resurface. The dreams are an important part of your experiencing in a physical world. They give you the power to look beyond the physical world. Is this understandable to you?'

’Liz… ‘Yes, last week you spoke of a cloud that in creating our own reality and working towards a reality more in tune with our finer feelings. You spoke of the time that we would become aware of a cloud which would grow, in which were structures being prepared which would be for us a beginning of a new reality, a new physical reality. Could you explain what you meant by that, whether you were talking of a nebula, a new galaxy forming, a new universe?’

‘We gave to you a picture for your mind, a picture for you to unravel and understand in your own way. When we speak to you and bring forward new ideas we do it in a way that for you creates a puzzle, for you are trying to put a physical meaning to something which is just beyond your physical world. It is similar to what we were discussing about dreams. In dreams you are also given, you are given information beyond your physical world but it is up to you to interpret that information and build up for yourself your own picture, you own understanding. If you find words, the words that we use, do not give you a true understanding, then keep that memory alive in your mind until further experiences will come to you and you will see, you will understand the meaning to the words that were spoken. Your mind will not expand without your own input; we can only give you our own pictures, our own thoughts’  

Liz… ‘Yes that was a particularly interesting and unusual one, it stood out’

‘It has formed a memory for you and you will soon recognise the meaning of that memory. Do not worry when you do not fully understand all that is said, allow it to seep into your mind and return when the time is right and the opportunities are there for you. We do not wish to confuse, we merely wish to help you to understand but understand in your own way, that one way which is comfortable to you. The physical world is a world of opportunity and discovery but only you can truly discover the full picture in your own time, at your own pace without unnecessary confusion… Thank you my dear friend, we have spoken much tonight, we hope you can benefit from the words we have spoken. We hope all who receive these words can benefit’

Liz… ‘Thank you friend’

‘Take from us a piece of our love, spread it around your world, help each other, listen to each other, understand each other. Thank you, goodnight to you; we look forward to further conversations at the next session. May God bless and keep each and every one, good night’

Liz… ‘Goodnight and God bless you all’


Liz put the music back on.

I felt back with it after two minutes.

When I opened the cabinet curtains it looked lighter and sparkly in the room.
Liz also thought it was light in the room and she could still see a few shapes moving about.

Liz then did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise…