We had the room setup as usual.
Liz did the opening prayer at 8.30pm, put
out the light and turned the music on.
I drifted in and out of sleep for about one
hour before starting to be controlled.
Liz was also drifting off at times.
When the communication started Liz turned
down the music...
Liz... 'Welcome friend'
'Good evening, good evening...'
Liz... 'Good evening to you'
'All come through to speak and deliver the
messages that we prepare, that we compose and we all work as one once again for
we have developed a skill to engage with you in conversation and we will
continue to speak in this way for we have understood the benefit of this
communication in this way. Small steps, small steps one at a time, very
understandable. There is always a pattern that emerges as the two worlds mix,
as the two worlds become one for a short while. There is a developing
atmosphere that causes a reaction in the body of the medium and that in turn
develops the speech. Each time that we engage ourselves in this work there is a
pattern that develops, a changing pattern. As the words come through they need
to separate themselves from the thoughts of the medium. There is this pattern
which is a part of the thoughts of the medium which causes a space, a space in
which we can work. We use this space for our own words and we can hold that
space open... If you picture a child trying to understand the basic principles
of life, that child has a limited understanding yet it can feel the different
atmospheres as it lives its daily life for a child has the sensitivity to
pickup different atmospheric feelings. This helps the development of the child
as it adapts to physical life. You all have your own ability to sense changing
atmospheres in your life yet you choose to ignore, you choose to fix your
thoughts in the physical world. You have forgotten your ability yet that
ability is still there and can be re-developed and be remembered, can be
utilised once again. Try to notice how situations of your life pull you from
one feeling to another. Do not let this go unnoticed, recognise the difference
in your feelings and you will begin to remember that ability that you have to
understand the subtle differences that affect the way you think, the way you
feel. Take charge of your feelings, do not rely on outside interference to
control your feelings, you must have control. Step back from situations that
try to control your feelings until you have been able to master that ability to
totally control your own feelings and your own thoughts. You are operating in a
physical world as a separate entity yet your connection to others is always
felt. This should be a positive feeling, a loving feeling for you are all
combined, all connected with love. Do not let the negativities of others upset
the balance within yourself for they are playing their part, their own
individual part. They are learning, they are making mistakes, they are building
up for themselves a story, a continuous story, not your story for your story is
created by yourself. Take hold of your own story, keep it personal to you for
you and you alone are the author of your own story'
Liz turned the music up then back down
again five minutes later as another communication started...
'There is a very fine line between getting
experience and developing the ability to recognise the very makeup of your
world because you have given yourself... you have given up part of yourself to
be a part of a physical experience. You have decided to walk this pathway but
you will all benefit for you have created for yourself a world that brings
together individuals who have become lost yet by bringing them together that
part of them that was left behind can monitor the developments, the increases
in understandings as situations unfold. For there is a plan, there is a reason
for your life, for your physical life, there is a very good reason for you have
enabled yourself to express the real you, you have enabled yourself to face
situations with the real part of yourself pushing you forward, trying to get
you to make the choices, the correct choices that will work with your world,
work with those who share your world and bring your world together, bring your
world in line with that what you have lost. There is nothing stopping you from expressing
yourself in your true being level unaffected by physical life, by physical
obstacles, they are merely illusions, illusions created by yourself. You, the
real you is at work. You may not feel that you are behind that what you
experience but you are complete, you have that connection with the real you.
Balance is created when you live in harmony, when you all work as one yet you
want to be yourself, you want to take charge of yourself. This can be achieved
and you are working towards that goal... Thank you my dear friend, take from us
a piece of our love, take it out into your world, join hands with those who you
meet and spread the love throughout your atmosphere, your physical atmosphere.
May God bless and keep you all, goodnight, thank you'
Liz had fallen asleep but woke up one
minute later and checked I was okay by which time I was back with it.
We then sat quiet for a few minutes.
Liz got some music in her head.
I had a rhythmic drum beat in my head and
found myself in a corn field with circles developing. I was looking down on
myself.
Liz then did the closing prayer, sent out
healing and did our closing down exercise...