I felt the team moving in close while we were sitting
upstairs before the sitting this week making me light headed and feeling
pressures around my head and face.
We had the room set up as usual.
Liz opened at 8.30pm, extinguished the red light and put the
music on.
Ten minutes after starting Liz reported light touches on the
top of her head.
She had a strong sensation of a bluish light that she felt
was internal. Then she visualised a daisy flower followed by a blue corn flower
with many petals which seemed to be just in front of her head.
Then some noises started from the cabinet.
A gurgling, coughing, changing into voice.
Liz welcomed the communication and muted the music.
‘Hello, hello, hello…’
Various words followed, mainly incoherent but some
understandable including…
‘Holy, holy, holy…
Holy ghost… Who is the holy ghost, who is he? All work in harmony… He heal all
the pain… A dew drop, all of us here, all work in a more… All equal…’
The communication faded out and Liz put the music back up…
Liz was aware of flickering dim lights moving around in the
room.
She was getting very hot.
Her nose was itching inside her nostrils.
Then she got the feeling she was going to be physically
sick.
Fortunately the feeling didn’t last very long.
It felt to Liz like it was on her subtle body but echoing on
the physical body.
It was as if they were drawing energy from her.
I was also experiencing a lot of physical sensations in the
cabinet.
I felt a tightening up on my chest/heart area then it felt
like it was being twisted round.
It wasn’t unpleasant but it was as if someone had put their
hands into my chest and was manipulating something.
I also felt a lot of stuff like custard running down the
right side of my face and head and I had a pulling on my right ear.
Then I remember a kind of fuzzy/static feeling on my right
foot that travelled up to my knee like I was having something pulled onto it.
My hands were held palm to palm in front of me. They came
close to my face and I felt heat coming off the tips of my fingers.
Liz was aware of light drifting past her and felt something
like a wet silk drawn across her neck. It felt cold.
The light didn’t feel like she was seeing it physically. It
felt more internal again.
She felt there was someone with her.
It was very much like looking at reflections of people in
water, strong images.
There was a kind of gold coloured pattern.
Liz got a strong sweet visceral smell.
There were a few quiet noises from the cabinet which got
louder.
Liz thought she heard a voice ask her to turn the music down
but it didn’t come from the cabinet.
She muted the music.
A communicator started to speak in the cabinet.
They seemed to be trying to give a name.
It sounded like ‘Eleanor’
Various voices and words came through including…
‘All collect, it all
connects, can hear, we know, I know, it work, in the verse of…’
Liz… ‘You’re having a
good practice with the voice aren’t you?’
Liz continued to encourage the communication which became
more coherent.
‘Words are new, new
words… Holy, holy, holy man he hold the cross, holy man, he came for paper, he
pray for people, fellow friends… Well, well, dual, face forward, find a way to
communicate again. We have followed the way forward. Say each time more good vibration.
Take us here we can communicate with you for it will be a festival for us in
this way words can come through. We have able to communicate our way forward so
far, so far to go…’
Liz… ‘You’re finding
the channel to come through, to communicate with words; you have a lot to say’
‘Is a way for us to
follow’
Liz… ‘Your words will
be very welcome, we look forward to this festival of words’
The communicator withdrew and Liz put the music back up.
About 15 minutes later there was some lip-smacking and
coughing which slowly developed into speech. Liz welcomed the communicator and
muted the music...
‘Very good, very good…
Time, time… Wheel of time, wheel of time come around, around and around and
around. Yesterday is a memory. Each day come around. Each day is anticipated,
each day is enjoyed, is lived. Each day is lived and a new day arrive. Each
time, each time it will, it will create more memories for you to build up experience.
Each feeling is an experience, each vision is an experience, each sound is
experience which is a memory which can be recalled when the time is right. Then
you will be able to compare experiences as you go through each day. Each day
you will create for yourself a new experience. You create on different levels,
some levels you will perceive in the usual manner, some levels lay beneath the
surface to be discovered as you move on but you will not be aware of the levels
that lie beneath. These can be recalled in your dreams but not in your waking
time. You will recall in your dreams the levels that lay beneath, lay beneath
your perception in your daily life. As each day unfolds you need to be able to
replay some of your experiences in your dreams to allow that experience to
become a memory’
Liz… ‘What happens to
all these experiences once we go into the next plane, once we leave the
physical world?’
‘Each experience, all
experience is recorded; it is never lost because it is a creation from life.
Each constant creation will never fade even if you have no more memory it is
still there. It will be, it can be accessed, it can be dipped into and
re-enacted at a time when you need to visualise a past event’
Liz… ‘The layers of
experience must be from all the different experiences in the universe. It must
be like an immense gold mine’
‘This is the point of
life to continue to experience and build. Build this pattern of experiences
which has no limit. It is available to all consciousness to retrieve. Each time
a memory comes forward how do you, what do you think brings a memory to your
consciousness? How does it arrive? What ignites it?’
Liz… ‘Sometimes
memories just seem to arise out of nowhere’
‘This is how you
perceive it now. You have much to learn as you journey and you will see how
these memories are brought forward in what appears a random way at this time.
But each memory comes forward for a reason and there is a reason for these
memories. There is a motivating power behind each memory’
Liz… ‘Is it useful to
try and follow why that memory might have arisen?’
‘All experience, all
knowledge is useful. Each impulse of memory has its purpose and you can see as
you trace back a pattern, a pattern to your life slowly unfold before you in
this way. It is all useful, it is all beneficial, it is beneficial to share
experience with others’
Liz… ‘My big question
is why and how? Why it should be as it is? Why we are?’
‘Yes and you will see,
you will find, you will find this reason. It is not difficult, it is not
hidden, it is in front of you. You just need to recognise what it is that lies
ahead, lies in front’
Liz… ‘It seems so big,
so vast beyond our conceptualisation that it makes me dizzy to even try and
conceive of it’
‘You are trying too
hard. Do not; if you feel uncomfortable then you are not doing something right.
Just relax, allow the answer to come to you. Do not reach out for the answer.
Each answer is there and it will come to you at the correct time, just allow’
Liz… ‘Thank you’
(Sounds like a change of communicator)
‘Dear friend… dear
friend we come once again to the end of our time with you. We have had a good
time as always, we enjoy each week that we sit in this way. We enjoy both
circles, we observe both circles and we smile when we see, when we feel your
efforts to build image of a cross. This is an interesting experiment which if
you feel it is of a benefit then you must try again but do not change the way
you do your experiment. Do exactly the same each week and compare your results
each week for we feel that you will succeed. Listen to any guidance we give you
whether it be in a dream or whether we speak in this way you will arrive at
your goal, you will see your cross. It has been created, you have created the
cross, you need to learn how to perceive it, how to perceive it in your room.
We will be helping and guiding in our way’
Liz… ‘Thank you, thank
you for this reassurance’
‘We are pleased with
the way the circles are going and helping each other. It is working well, there
is no more that you need to adjust for you are doing as is required for this
time. In the future there may be some adjustments but we will let you know when
the time is right to change but for now keep as you are, allow yourself each
week to become part of the feelings, of the experiences that we bring forward
to you in this way both out in the room and with our link that we can
communicate through in whichever way we desire each week. Sometimes we will
come forward with clear words sometimes it will be a mixture, a mixture of
voice, of sound, of verbalization that may not be totally understandable to you
but we can work on this and build each week’
Liz… ‘Good that’s
wonderful’
‘Thank you, we go now
and we leave you our love as always take it and spread it around. Give it to
those who need it right now but keep a piece for yourself… Thank you’
Liz… ‘Thank you very much
friend, our love and blessings with you...’
The music had ended and Liz reminded the team to draw back.
I slowly came back to normality.
I was very hot and sweaty.
Liz was now cold.
Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our
closing down exercise.
It had been a very interesting sitting this week.
The last communication had gone on for 20 minutes which is
possibly the longest I’ve had so far. At times I still get the feeling I’m
partially adding to the communication but there are also times when it feels
like a separate entity has taken total control and I’m just there listening to
what’s said. As I’ve mentioned in
‘Mediums Musings’ I sometimes get phrases in
my head which later come through at the start of a communication and I remember
at some point during this sitting getting the phrase
‘We create on different levels’ This phase was indeed spoken during
the communication but didn’t start it off this week. What was interesting to me
was as the communication was about to start I was expecting that phrase to be
used and felt I needed to say it to get the communication going but I then found
I couldn’t say anything myself. Something was stopping me interfering and then
I heard it start off the way it did…