May 2012 saw the first sitting of a new mediumship development circle in Eastbourne, East Sussex.

We sit in Liz's fully blacked-out converted garage. I sit as the medium with Liz as sitter and we are sometimes joined by other guest sitters.

We treat each sitting as an experiment with no expectations from us and ask our Spirit Team to work with us in the most efficient way to produce evidential mediumship to help us understand ourselves and the bigger picture.

Each sitting is recorded, I transcribe the recording verbatim and include in the final report of the transcript any additional unrecorded experiences that Liz and myself remembered from the sitting.

I publish these reports to give people the opportunity to read or listen to the communications and hopefully increase their own understandings.

I welcome any comments or questions and my contact email is nickp7871@gmail.com

It's up to the reader to make up their own mind as to the source of the communications and phenomena reported and hopefully be inspired to set up a development circle to get their own experiences...


...Nick Pettitt


145th Sitting 11/06/2015


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8.40pm then turned out the light and put the music on.

About five minutes later Liz was seeing lots of white shapes in the room.
It was darker to her left and she had the feeling there was a hand to her left.

Liz had a pulling feeling on the left side of her head towards the cabinet.

I lost consciousness just after the opening prayer and came back after about 40 minutes.
I remember taking a while to realise where I was after coming back.

About an hour after the opening prayer I felt myself being controlled.

Liz turned off the music when she heard the noises starting from the cabinet.
She welcomed the communication which took a while to become coherent…

‘Hello, hello, good evening, good evening…’

Liz… ‘Hello there, good evening’

‘Standing on the edge of the first step is a perfect place to launch yourself out into the exploration out into the unknown, those places which for you are still hidden in a mysterious way. For you have only grasped portions of understanding which need to be finely tuned and knitted together until they form for you a clear understanding. Until that time you still wander alone, unclear but with an optimistic view point which will propel you forward in an ever expanding view’

Liz… ‘So we’ve taken a first step’

‘You have indeed taken the first step yes… So what would follow the first step? Once you have opened your eyes that fraction more, then the inquisitive mind comes into play. You need to gather the evidence that will convince you for you feel you have been a part of this physical world for a long time yet you are still on the first step… You can draw from this a conclusion, you will feel you have not travelled so far yet travelling is not the word, travelling is a part of your physical world. Take yourself out of the physical world and then look back at yourself, observe yourself as a physical form and you will begin to understand how far you have travelled in a physical way. It is beginning to enter your mind a state of existence beyond the physical world for you have begun to understand states of existence which remain incomprehensible to many yet at the same time they are still a part of your awareness’

Liz… ‘Yes I feel they must be, they couldn’t not be, just seems that being in the physical we’ve forgotten’

‘You have to, you need to think beyond a physical existence to remember that state of existence that exists and is still very much part of your life. You need to take the second step for until you can understand a new state of existence, until you can remember your true state of existence then, until then, you will only partially understand. You need to disconnect your thoughts from the physical world; you need to open your eyes to that state by expanding your awareness’

Liz… ‘What is the best way to do this?’

‘Only you can find for yourself the answer to that question by imagining your physical form expanding until it touches every part, every atom, every feeling, everything that you now understand as being the furthest you can stretch your imagination. You have to expand your physical form until it engulfs all that you can understand until you are truly a part of all things, all that you can see and all that you can imagine. For you are everything, every thought, every word, every deed that has ever existed, it is all a part of you’

Liz… ‘Yes I’m aware that there are exercises that we do that help us to enlarge, expand our vibrational area, beyond the physical to encompass a larger and larger area of what surrounds us and then beyond the physical, some of the Gateway Experience exercises and there are various exercises I’ve come across that help to expand the aura, expand the energy field around us until we encompass more and more of the physical and then beyond the physical’

‘Imagine a large book and you take from that book one single page, you tear it from the book… what then do you have? For that page will represent how you understand yourself, just one fragment of the whole, yet that page can contain information far beyond your own understanding but that information is but a part of a greater understanding, an understanding not yet perceived by that one page for that one page represents that one part which will need to be adjoined’

Liz… ‘Yes I see… and the elements that make up that page, the letters, it’s going to be the same for all the other pages, but the information is so varied, the way they are put together on the pages so it’s like holding all these different patternings, infinite probabilities, possibilities each page contains of the permutations of the same number of 26 letters in the alphabet that on every page they’re arranged differently and the significance the meaning. Yeah that’s a good analogy, to hold them all together means holding all those different permutations of the information, the fundamental particles as it were put together in different ways… yes, it’s like being in a quantum computer’

‘You may wish to visualise this book when you engage in your exercises, see yourself as this one page then see yourself expand until you encompass the whole book. Then you can look back at yourself as your physical form has become that one book and you will see the information that has been remembered for you are always a part of that one book, you are adjoined to that one book. Only your physical perception gives you that understanding that you stand alone as that one page wrenched from the book yet you were never taken from the book, you have always been a part of that book’

Liz… ‘Never really torn from it’

‘Yes, the rest of that book has been shielded from your vision as you journey your physical life. There is no end to understanding as once you are that complete book you will then visualise the library, hundreds, thousands of books and it goes on. This is why you should always take one step at a time. You cannot understand the library until you have understood the book and you cannot understand the book until you have understood your page’

Liz… ‘Thank you yes that’s a very good analogy, a helpful one’

‘You might consider who or what is the author of the book?’

Liz… ‘Indeed, that’s a big question and could it be that in the library there are a number of authors? The books are not all written by the same person’

‘Or could it be that you are the author of your book. You have had many experiences, many lifetimes. If each lifetime represented one page, each lifetime of experience put those experiences down on that page and as you gathered more experiences and lifetimes more pages would be added to that book written by yourself as you journey through your lifetimes. A book is made up of experiences by the author up to that point and a book is something to be shared. How many more entities can you imagine will look at your book, will read your book and learn from your own experiences as you yourself will read into other people’s books. You will see others as an open book for nobody hides their experiences, their understandings, it is all there for you to read once you have remembered how to expand and encompass all’

Liz… ‘So who is the librarian who manages all the books?’

‘You are a thread of connection to… As you see yourself now you are a singular form, a physical form but you also understand you are a small part of your greater self, that greater self is able to combine with the greater selves of all who walk your world, a combination of thoughts, a combination of ideas for all have the wish to help for by helping each other you are helping the greater consciousness’

Liz… ‘And are those greater selves, that greater self that I am a part of, part of yet another greater self, joining with other greater selves to form a yet greater self, a greater, greater self and again that greater, greater self joins other greater, greater selves to form, so you have this series of conscious beings…’

‘Yes forever ongoing yet not separate. You whilst in the physical world you need to build yourself a picture to understand. You have to understand by separation, by thinking of these greater selves as separate from one another yet they all form one unit of existence’

Liz… ‘Like the petals of a flower’

‘Yes the nature of your world will help you understand when you look at the separate parts, how they form one’

Liz… ‘Yes from the single cellular to the multi cellular’

‘There is confusion when you consider your awareness, you try to place it, you have full awareness  yet you only see that part that you attach to the physical. This is what can happen to somebody on your side who passes to our side. They cling to the physical awareness yet they have passed to our side, they are what you understand as Earth bound and you understand how rescue circles have been setup to help these people release themselves from the physical. You need to understand how this happens from our perspective yet you can only see it from your own perspective at this time’

Liz… ‘How many people, what percentage of those people who die are still Earth bound?’

‘It happens to very few on your side but the numbers are not important for numbers are a physical understanding, it is more a degree of consciousness, a degree of awareness’

Liz… ‘Or lack of awareness…’

‘When you come, when the time comes and the physical body reaches that moment know as death the consciousness becomes aware of the greater understanding that was always a part of that consciousness but in a few cases the physical reality cannot be let go, it cannot be seen or understood as the dream that it really is for that consciousness is drawn, is still drawn to the physical vibration, it does not understand, it does not comprehend the advantage of a spiritual world’

Liz… ‘So what can we do to help from the physical side?’

‘You can send your thoughts of healing as you do. You do not need to recognise who is in the Earth bound state for each time you send out your healing, you already send it to those who are struggling at this time, this is sufficient, this gives us the energies to lighten the minds of those who find themselves unable to pass over in an easy way. It is only their minds that are affected for they have passed already, they are with us but their awareness tells them that they are still in the physical world. We can use your thoughts of love and light to gently ease them into a comfortable state which they can understand and once they are in that comfortable state we can draw closer to them and we can help them to understand and to forget the earthly ties that cause them the problems that drew them back to your world’

Liz… ‘How is it that more people aren’t stuck in that situation of clinging to the physical after death since a large number of people have no belief or hope for an afterlife and no spiritual conviction, so why is it that more people don’t find themselves stuck after death?’

‘The transition process is a natural process. Having no beliefs is an advantage for as the physical form draws closer to the point of death a feeling comes over the consciousness that inhabits that physical form. A feeling of no longer wanting to be a part of the physical world, a feeling of wanting to give up, give up the physical form, let it go, a feeling that there is something better to be discovered, that longing to remain in the physical form is slowly reduced. Only those that fight this process, this natural process will find themselves clinging to the physical world. The majority in your world will not fight this for they will see that they have been fighting this throughout their lives and they have grown tired of the constant battle to remain true to the physical form for it is a battle, it is a battle that you fight throughout your physical life, a battle that can never be won and this realisation comes to everybody when they become closer to the point of death... Is this understandable to you?’

Liz… ‘Yes’

‘One day you will truly understand this feeling… The closest you can get to it now is to consider when you have become very ill, your physical body has become very ill and you are in pain and for a brief moment you give up on the physical world. It is a tiresome experience which you feel you no longer need for every part of your body is in pain and you want it to stop but a time comes when that pain starts to ease and you feel…’

Liz… ‘You welcome it back’

‘Yes, you feel the love inside you spreading throughout your physical form once again and you become a part of that physical world and you feel joy in yourself that you have broken from that illness, that pain that surrounded you for that brief moment. This is the closest you can get but there will be a time for everybody when that natural process will take over and will pull you back, pull you back into what truly is your real life, your real consciousness, your greater consciousness. But do not dwell too much on this for you have too much to enjoy in your physical world now. Enjoy each day but still understand that you can explore that greater part of yourself’

Liz… ‘Those people who die suddenly, unexpectantly, either a sudden illness or accident. Are they more likely to find themselves still trapped in the physical, in denial?’

‘The same process will apply to them for the time is not of importance once you leave the physical world. They will be with us before they have had time to think. Once with us their understanding will tell them, they will recognise their true self, they will fall from the physical existence in a blink of an eye… Now that time for us is ebbing slowly away and we will leave your session, we will draw back. We have exhausted our energies of communication’

Liz… ‘Friend, can I ask one further question before you depart?’

‘Yes you may’

Liz… ‘Can a cat who has had quite an intimate connection with a human being, when that cat dies, can that cat enter the spirit world and still have a consciousness in the spirit world?’

‘The animals of your world do indeed share the consciousness of the human form. The short answer to your question is yes’

Liz… ‘Thank you’

‘Please ask this question again on the next occasion and we will clothe it with further understanding for you, an interesting question but insufficient energy now surrounds the link to give you the correct answer in its fullest extent, thank you, we will now withdraw, we will give you a piece of our love to help you and to help those who you try to understand as you mix with many. May God bless you all, goodnight’

Liz… ‘Goodnight friend and God bless you all’

‘Thank you, thank you for your questions and we look forward to further discussions next time, thank you’

Liz put the music back on.


I felt back with it after about two minutes.

The session had lasted two hours this week.

Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise.

My mind was drifting while Liz was sending out healing and I suddenly noticed lights like bright stars flashing on and off at the top of my vision and then realised it was at the same time Liz was sending light and healing to those who had passed but still found themselves in an Earth bound condition…