May 2012 saw the first sitting of a new mediumship development circle in Eastbourne, East Sussex.

We sit in Liz's fully blacked-out converted garage. I sit as the medium with Liz as sitter and we are sometimes joined by other guest sitters.

We treat each sitting as an experiment with no expectations from us and ask our Spirit Team to work with us in the most efficient way to produce evidential mediumship to help us understand ourselves and the bigger picture.

Each sitting is recorded, I transcribe the recording verbatim and include in the final report of the transcript any additional unrecorded experiences that Liz and myself remembered from the sitting.

I publish these reports to give people the opportunity to read or listen to the communications and hopefully increase their own understandings.

I welcome any comments or questions and my contact email is nickp7871@gmail.com

It's up to the reader to make up their own mind as to the source of the communications and phenomena reported and hopefully be inspired to set up a development circle to get their own experiences...


...Nick Pettitt


252nd Sitting 29/05/2018


We had the room setup as usual and were joined this week by Sofie who sat to my right.

Sofie felt somebody or something else in the room as soon as she came in and this feeling stayed with her.

Liz did the opening prayer at 7.35pm, turned out the light and put the music on...

Liz saw mottled lights in the room.

I felt myself being controlled soon after the opening prayer.

Liz felt there was someone quite close.

I started to speak and Liz turned down the music...

'Good evening, good evening...'

Liz... 'Good evening friend, welcome'

Sofie... 'Good evening'

'Once again we come through and we bring into your room feelings of a presence, feelings of a loving energy that you can sense, that you can recognise. There is much that we can bring forward for you to experience, you merely need to relax, relax and acknowledge that what comes to you. Your world is built up of many vibrations, many interconnected vibrations. You are used to living within those vibrations, they are part of your continued experience in a physical world yet at times a new vibration will be introduced into your atmosphere and it will cause you to think, cause you to think back to previous experiences in your life and you will remember, you will re-enact previous experiences. These vibrations are brought to you to remind you that there is more to life than the physical world, there is a greater existence beyond your world and you are part of that existence, nothing will stop you from experiencing the larger reality that surrounds your world. You have built up for yourself a reality that you call physical yet that reality is a creation of your mind, a creation of your outlook on life. You have chosen to experience the physical word and you have brought with you a buildup of experiences, previous experiences which have shaped your mind to react in a certain way with that what is presented to you, that what is understood as the physical world. As that physical world is presented to you, you interpret it in your own way and you shape for yourself a world that you feel comfortable in, a world suited for you, yet that world is shared by others and their thoughts will impinge on your world creating distortions, creating confusions, creating opportunities that you can learn from. Each day of your life is a new experience, each day of your life new doors are opened for you, you have the choice to go through those doors or stay in your safe environment until you feel you are ready. Step out of that environment and your mind will be presented with impacts from others, others who share your world and others that are beyond your world. Allow your mind to wander and appreciate the greater reality that supports your physical world... please replay your music for a while and we will return, thank you'

Liz... 'Thank you friend'

AUDIO CLIP 1

Liz put the music up.
About 30 minutes later the communication started again and Liz turned down the music...


'When a child sees a rainbow that child is reminded of its connection with the larger reality, with that what supports your world. As the child grows up that connection becomes clouded, the physical reality becomes the prominent, the primary, the rainbow is seen as a diffraction of colours through the rain drops and not what it truly is. You all have a rainbow in your heart and you all have that connection, you all have that connection to your larger self, that what exists beyond your physical world, that what is driving you, that what creates inside of you a wanting, a wanting to improve, a wanting to grow, a wanting to evolve. Do not lose sight of the rainbow, allow it to colour your world, to colour that what you perceive. When you are faced with darkness, when you are faced with negativity allow that rainbow to bring colour to the darkness and see the good that exists in all things. See the opportunities that come out of the darkness, grasp those opportunities, learn from those opportunities, help each other. Recognise how you feel when you help another, that is your true connection. When you hurt one another that connection is lost and you feel alone, you feel you are a singularity yet you are all part of one another sharing this wonderful world full of colour, full of rainbows. Do not let go of the rainbow, keep it with you and you will keep that connection'

Liz... 'Friend why is it that sometimes circumstances or bad parenting or different environmental factors prevent the child from holding onto their rainbow and work to sever that connection, that feeling of connectiveness with a universal reality. That seems very unkind...'

'Situations are brought about to allow each child, to allow them to use their mind, use that part of them that is strongest, to develop themselves, to grow, to develop the love within themselves. If they allow that situation to darken their mind they will open themselves up to all that is negative in your world yet at the same time that strong part of themselves will be fighting that negativity making them stronger. There is nothing that can separate you from the connection of the greater reality. You will feel yourself separated but your mind is capable of perceiving many thoughts, many impressions and your world is full of all these thoughts. Take charge of your mind and filter those thoughts, step back, look at yourself, see how you live your life, see how your thoughts can change your life, can change your environment, can change the way you perceive your world. An ugly thought creates an ugly stroke on the picture that you perceive and a kind thought brings colour to that picture, brings life to that picture. You have that choice, you can choose'

Liz... 'Friend are you saying that there is some value for a child in experiencing negativity that cuts them off from their source for a while. Are you saying that that is actually of benefit to them in so far as it helps their mind to develop or helps them to bring forward pacific qualities?'

'It is a valuable lesson, it is a strengthening of the mind'

Liz... 'So are you saying that suffering in any form can be advantageous?'

'The observation of suffering on another is different from the suffering experienced by the observer, there is... you do perceive suffering in your world yet those who are suffering are also being presented with great opportunities, opportunities that can turn their life round, that can allow them to see from a new angle, a new perspective. They will grow, they will engage in a higher level, a higher frequency of life. They will step forward and engage in life with a greater power. That what motivates them will be turned up, will be increased and they will better understand the situations that are brought upon them and the reasons for those situations. Each person plays their part and those parts can be understood. Always look for the good in all things however dark they may seem for darkness can create light, out of that darkness much light is produced and much learning is achieved. Do not look from the outside but take your mind into the centre of dark situation, feel for yourself the learning, the understanding that is developing in your mind. Your world is full of love, there is no limit to love yet darkness can only go so far... does this answer your question?'

Liz... 'Partly yes... still remains a question as to why a child or person has to learn lessons, has to develop their mind'

'You have all chosen to walk the Earth plane, you have all chosen to experience a physical life'

Liz... 'If consciousness is already perfect and the actual, the totality of consciousness of the larger consciousness system is all knowing and contains everything that is, why do those little fragments that are us have to strive to learn and become more conscious, why do we need to do that, what benefit is there to be separated from the larger consciousness system in order to learn, what is the point of it?'

'You believe that the larger consciousness system is perfect yet the larger consciousness system is not perfect, it is growing, it is evolving. You are part of that system and you are helping it to evolve'

Liz... 'Is perfection a myth then?'

'Perfection is merely a word, perfection can always be perfected. There is no end to evolution. If evolution were to stop then devolution would be created. All life is ongoing, is creating more, is learning more. Life goes on'

Liz... 'We seem to have become part of an evolving system then but why did that system need to evolve, what was the... I guess we are always looking for purposes. Was the system not happy with being as it was or is... why does it need to change and grow?'

'In the same way as a garden always needs to be nurtured, plants need to be pruned, soil needs to be fed, plants need their water. Leave a garden and it will become a state of confusion, over grown, out of control. All life, all systems need to evolve, need to be nurtured. If you do not put in the effort then it will go backwards, will backslide'

Liz... 'I guess it's hard for us to understand in our state of being why we should come in at the middle of an evolving, changing process, why something that started before us or something that was us but wanted to change. It's very hard for us to understand how we've come to be where we are and what's really going on'

'You see yourself as a physical individual living in a physical world, you see decay in your world and yet your life is ongoing. The enthusiasm you feel within yourself is driving you forward refusing to decay, refusing to go back. You want to learn, you want to know more, you want to understand that what is out of your reach. You are driving yourself forward, always evolving. That is the real you pushing you forward. Keep that thought in your mind. See yourself as a child experiencing for the first time for each day is a new day, there is so much more to experience, do not hold yourself to the confines of your safe physical world, you have the power to create, why not create more? Why not change that what you dislike? That what for you seems impossible use your power of creation to make your world a better place and try to understand those who share your world. Greater understanding is a slow process, you have begun to understand and you will continue to understand one step at a time. There is much happening in your world at this time, greater opportunities have been put in place by the technology of your world. Do your best to help those changes that will happen to happen with love at their core. Share the information that you get, help one another to understand and bring the rainbow back to your world for all to see and for all to understand. Each person has their own opportunities to understand their connection to each other and in their own way they will understand and they will help with the growth of the greater consciousness of which you are all a part... Thank you my dear friends we have once again reached the end of our session this evening, thank you both for attending this evening, we appreciate your presence in this room and the vibrations that have risen, that have opened up the darkness that you perceive in your room into light. Please take from us a piece of our love, take it out into your world, spread it around with all who you meet. May God bless and keep you all, goodnight, thank you'

Liz/Sofie... 'Good night friend, thank you and God bless you all'

AUDIO CLIP 2

I came back after about 30 seconds.
I felt very hot.

Sofie felt the energy in the room lift as the communication ended.

Liz then did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise.

During the healing I felt cool breezes around me cooling me down.

251st Sitting 15/05/2018


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8.20pm, turned out the light and put the music on...

I drifted in and out of sleep for about 50 minutes.

Then a communication started and Liz turned down the music...

'Good evening, good evening...'

Liz... 'Good evening friend, welcome'

'Once again we are coming through, we are bringing ourselves through, we are communicating, using your physical words to give you information that we can reach out and lighten your world for your world is a world of confusion, a world of constant bombardment of ideas. There is no fixed idea that supports your world, that explains your world. There are many theories, many people have gathered experiences and bought to their minds a picture that for them explains your world. You each have to bring to your mind your own ideas from your own experiences. Only then will it be meaningful for you. We can give you ideas but it is for you to do the work, to bring to yourself experience that will give you the evidence that you need to convince yourself that your world is a small part of a greater existence, a supporting existence. As you look out into your world you can see many miracles, many miracles of life. Miracles that cannot be easily explained yet you accept these miracles, you see them every day. You do not question these miracles for they are a natural part of your life, a natural part of your world'

Liz... 'So are you saying that if we can facilitate experiences in people, that will be the evidence they need, their own experience'

'Your own experience is your own truth. Your own experience is what gives you the information that is available. You cannot rely on the experience of others. The experience of others is an interesting fact and it will make you think but you do need your own experiences'

Liz... 'So the work of facilitating these experiences in other people, the pathway that leads to these experiences would be quite important then, teaching and development of consciousness to such a point that it can resonate, absorb such experiences'

'Those that have had these experiences can indeed teach others, can show others the way to getting their own experience but each person is unique and each person will put their own modifications on their own experience. No two people can have identical experiences for they are interpreting experience in their own way. A good teacher will allow each individual to work in their own way, they will set up for them a situation, they will begin the ball rolling but they will leave it to the student to allow that ball to roll in the direction suitable for them. There is no right or wrong way, there is only a suitable way for each individual. As you open your eyes each morning a myriad of colours will be presented to you and you will take it upon yourself to decipher that landscape of colour into a recognisable form. You are doing this all the time and you are using previous experiences to determine how that picture develops. You will modify that picture as you build up experience. Each picture is unique and yet at the same time each picture is shared, each picture is combined into one picture'

Liz... 'Do the experiences that we have go with us into further lifetimes?'

'The impact of the experiences will shape your inner self and that will remain with you. Each experience adds to your picture and each picture adds to the bigger picture. The bigger picture can be seen by all yet many choose to hold their own picture. They do not want to lose sight of the unique picture they have built up for them self. As you allow your awareness to expand you will appreciate the pictures of others and you will see how they do combine with yours creating that larger picture. You will accept the differences in others and you will understand the differences in others for no two minds are alike but each mind has the ability to live in harmony with the other. The uniqueness of each mind is what attracts minds to minds for you are all searching for something new, something different and you will find that in each other. You will see similarities and you will learn from the differences. Learn to appreciate each other, do not judge one another, see each other as a unique living entity playing its part in a greater reality. You are all creating that greater reality in your own way. Do not let the actions of another cause upset upon yourself, try instead to understand what it is that makes another person act in a particular way. They too are trying to understand you. Once you see that what causes them to do what they do you will understand them, you will see, you will understand them as if you are them, as if you are seeing from within themselves and you will see the connection between you and them and you will see how life is a constant evolution. Every spark of life is using its own... is using its totality of experience to see the world, to understand the world, to perceive the world. What is reality, what is real? Only you can understand what is real, you have the ability, you have the tools, you have desire to understand'

There was a pause and Liz put the music back on for a while.

Ten minutes later the communication returned...

'Each day presents new experiences; each day gives you new opportunities. Make the most of your life, try to use your time wisely and bring to your mind all that is positive in your world. Keep your smile alive, there is nothing that can upset when you understand the uniqueness of each person in your world. Live with them, laugh with them, understand their faults, understand your faults, do not darken your world with judgement and fear. Keep your smile alive, your smile brings to you love and light and positivity. You will attract all that is good in each person and you will begin a positive connection to all of life. There is no need for negativity when you understand each other when you understand how each person interprets their own reality, thank you, thank you my dear friend we have reached the end of our session this evening. We hope you have taken something from what we have said. We appreciate your question and we appreciate what you do in this place'

Liz... 'Can I ask just another question that comes to my mind?'

'Yes, you may'

Liz... 'It's about depression, because you say no need for negativity, and positivity and we create our own experience, but when a person is very depressed it limits their ability to experience new things and it colours the whole of their life with a pool of negativity. Is depression like that an organic, a physical complaint determined by biology?'

'It is a misunderstanding of life. There are many reasons for the buildup of depression. Biological reasons and mental reasons. The mind has become unreceptive to the thoughts of others for each mind is constantly receiving thoughts and feelings of all who share your world, yet at times the mind will block these impressions leaving only the thoughts of that person to circulate their mind restricting them without the help of others. You are unconsciously helping others, those helping thoughts are what keep you alight with loving thoughts for one another. Block off those thoughts and your world becomes a very small place, a very limiting place, a place where you can see no way out, no way of resolving the difficulties that you have brought upon yourself. When you are faced with somebody who is depressed you have to direct your love, you have to strengthen the love that you can give that one person until a pathway is found into the mind of that person and slowly they will begin to accept the thoughts of others, the helping thoughts of others. Always keep your minds open, always allow yourself to receive the thoughts of others. It is natural for you are all connected and you are all one, you are not alone. You can help a depressed person by building up their belief that they are not alone. Does this help with your question?'

Liz... 'Yes, thank you yes'

'Then as always we give to you a piece of our love, take it out into your world, spread it around, direct it to those you perceive as depressed and it will help them. You can always direct our love to others for our love is your love and love is what holds your world together. May God bless and keep you all goodnight to you, thank you'

Liz... 'Goodnight friend, God bless you all, thank you'

AUDIO CLIP

I felt back with it after about 30 seconds.

Liz then did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise...

250th Sitting 03/05/2018


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 7.35pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

I drifted in and out of sleep for about 50 minutes.

Liz felt someone with her, she felt a pressure on her head like a hand.

I started to be controlled and Liz turned down the music...

Liz... 'Welcome friend'

'Good evening, good evening...'

Liz... 'Good evening'

'Time to come and speak once again, see how we can give you something that you will think about, something which will open your mind to new ideas, new thoughts, new ways of thinking. Many times we have brought ourselves through and each time we begin to widen our ability to give you the answers that you require for you are always seeking answers, seeking information that will explain to you how your world works, how that what surrounds your world works what it is like to be in that world yet you also have to bring your mind out of your physical world to understand. You have to leave the familiarity of physical matter, physical experience, leave that and reach forward, reach upwards. Take your mind into a place that is receptive to new information, new ideas. There is always a tendency to liken the spiritual world to the physical world for you are so immersed in the physical world that it blinds you to further thoughts, further sights. We can only give you the merest glimpse of our world until you can take yourself into this place, a place free of physical sensation and physical thoughts'

Liz... 'From what I have read it sounds very much as though the next world for many people is very like this one and it feels as physical as this world does and they have sensations and feelings very much like in this world. But that is at a certain level and from what I've read I understand that there are further levels where things become more difficult to describe because its less like the physical world'

'There is a gradual loosening of the mind from the familiarity of physical life. Reports will come back explaining the similarities of the physical world and the spiritual world. Once you have experienced the first stage after death, once you have woken up into what appears to you to be another physical world you will begin to ask questions, you will begin to wonder what is in store for you. It will feel like you are asleep, it will feel like you want to wake up. You will know that there is more, you will know that there is a greater reality to be experienced yet your memory of physical life is holding you to the familiar surroundings. You will be met by those who will help you. They will understand your feelings, they will take you to places where you can think for yourself, where you can be alone but you will not be alone, you are being watched, you are being observed by yourself, by that greater part of yourself and you will feel the presence of a greater part of yourself, you will feel it with you, that feeling will grow stronger and you will begin to understand your true self, your total self and you will see yourself as a smaller part and you will understand your physical live, you will understand the reason for your physical life. You will see the mistakes you have made and you will see the progress you have made. You will begin to understand why you lived your physical life and you will see future opportunities of another physical life if that is what you choose to do'

Liz... 'I have a question to ask about mediumship, about platform mediumship in spiritualist churches. My question is whether the medium is gaining information from the information fields around the people in the congregation more than from discarnate entities who are there giving them the information or whether it’s a mixture of both, whether some mediums are operating clairvoyantly, reading the fields around the congregation and whether some are genuinely tuning into discarnate entities. Is it possible to say or to know or is it a mixture of both?'

'It is a combination; one thing leads to another. A true medium will be receptive to that what is needed. A congregation will contain many people, they will have their own thoughts directed at that medium. There will be a feeling of urgency felt by the medium. Those who will benefit from receiving a message from a loved one in the spiritual world, they will receive that message, those from the spiritual world will do their best to get that message through and the medium's job is to listen for that message, to recognise that message as the message of greatest importance. Once that message has been felt it will lead to a stronger communication that will link to the person who is in need of that comfort. All mediumship is a form of healing and those who are in need of reassurance will get their message. You are connected to all of consciousness and when you are in that state, that receptive state you can pick up the thoughts of those who are in the room with you on a physical level and you can pick up the thoughts of those who are in spirit. They are also with you. You just need to listen and accept the communication that comes through. Always speak that what you hear, do not be afraid that it may be wrong. The more you practice, the more you will recognise the strength of an urgent message and you will direct that message to the person who requires the healing gained by a connection with a loved one. The physical thoughts of those who share that room with you may also be picked up but they will lead you to a connection from spirit. Is this understandable to you?'

Liz... 'Yes, thank you yes'

'There are many different views on life after death, each person in your world who has thought, who has questioned themselves, who has seeked out answers, they have brought to themselves an understanding, they have seen from their own perspective how life in a spiritual world would exist. It is a unique view point from each person in your world. As each person begins to understand they will see their own picture developing in their mind yet that picture is constantly changing. Your physical world is a world of experience and that too is constantly changing. You all need to understand that it is not wise to fix your ideas on one picture. Think of that picture as a moving, evolving picture and each experience you have will further develop that picture, that understanding. From the viewpoint of the physical world you will not truly understand the totality of life beyond the physical yet you will have that picture and you will develop that picture as you move through life. Consciousness is constantly evolving and you are part of that constant moving forward. Consciousness also has a picture which evolves. You are consciousness, one small part of consciousness with a unique picture. Many pictures create one picture, one evolving picture. You are all putting your own input into an evolving reality, an evolving greater reality of which you all are a part. Take your time to consider the part you play in the creation of that what you wish to understand and see how your input into that reality is shaping that reality. Many minds work as one yet each mind sees itself as a creator of its own picture, its own reality. See yourself as part of a bigger picture and you will see how life is constantly changing. What is true today will be changed tomorrow... Thank you my dear friend, we have reached the end of our session this evening. We appreciate your question and we hope that we have given you something to think about, something to help you understand yourself. Please take a piece of our love, take it out into your world, lighten your world, bring light into those places where there is darkness. May God bless and keep you all, goodnight to you, thank you'

Liz... 'Goodnight friend God bless you'

AUDIO CLIP

I felt back with it after about one minute.

Liz then did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise.

Liz still felt there was someone with her. She felt only half here and a feeling of being taken over. She got the name Francis. The coming of the crown. A sense of a great urge towards realisation. A lot of children, a lot of people wanting their presences felt.

Liz did another closing down exercise then felt back with it...

249th Sitting 26/04/2018


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 7.35pm, turned out the light and put the music on.

Liz became aware of lots of shapes moving around in the room like paving slabs.

She sensed touches in her hair.

I drifted in and out of sleep for about one hour before becoming controlled and then Liz turned down the music...

'Good evening, good evening...'

Liz... 'Good evening friend'

'Good time once again to come through and speak with you... There is always plenty to talk about, we come through and bring to you something for you to think about. There is... Time... time rolls forward, time fixes your life, time controls your life. Each day of your life you are looking at the passage of time and you plan your days around the clock. You cannot imagine life without the passage of time yet there is a place where you can go and you can experience life without time, you can experience the ability to step out of time, see for yourself how time has that hold of you, how time can pull you, shape your life. Without time your life would cease to exist. The natural ability, that what is expressed in your life cannot be expressed without time. Watch the world evolve, watch how close you are to your world. There is nothing separating you from your world until you experience life without time. Your mind will become free to explore new avenues of existence, new states of existence in a reality devoid of time. See your world as an imaginary world, see your life as a temporary life, an experimental life, something which you are part of yet also something which you find necessary for your own existence. There are many ways of looking at your life yet you find yourself restricted to one way, the way that is governed by time. Place yourself beside yourself. Take your experience... take the experience out of life, for without experience time will stop. You will find yourself open, you will find yourself standing alone within... within...' 

The communication broke up then restarted...

'Every teacher that has worked within your world has tried to explain how time can be altered. How time can lift...'

There was a pause and Liz turned up the music...

About eight minutes later when the last tune finished another communication started

'Hello, hello...'

Liz... 'Hello friend'

'Sometimes there is a break in the communication and it is necessary to withdraw and reconnect, get the line of communication back for it is a delicate operation to keep a firm control. Now there is always a possibility that a communication will be broken off but we always find we can return, to come back and begin once again'

Liz... 'That's good'

'There is always the chance to reconnect, it can take time to settle back down, settle, for it is always very... Take time, take... The mind of the medium needs to be brought into a quieter place, settle down and we can use that mind to bring forward the words for you'

Liz... 'You sound as if you're a different communicator from the first communicator this evening. Is that the case?'

'Working in a different way, working in a... yes, yes you will recognise us as a different voice, a different character, a different... yes you see us as a group of entities sharing one voice yet each part of us is... shares the control. There is a blending of minds, a blending of ideas...'

Pause...

I came back and felt more or less back with it. We decided to carry on sitting for a while to see if the control would return and after about one minute they were back...

'A shadow, a shadow... A shadow is a footprint of your life. A shadow is a footprint of your life. You carry with you that what creates that shadow and you bring forward each day of your life energy... You direct energy to that shadow and it is always with you. You cannot move away from your shadow yet you can make your shadow permanent, a permanent shadow, it need not fade away. Take yourself further away from your own shadow and see how it changes. Step...'

The communication broke up again.

Liz... 'What is the source of the energy, daily energy, does some of it come from food?'

AUDIO CLIP

The control had left me and I now felt completely back with it.

Liz could see purple/blue lights moving about, it was like she was looking at writing, she said it looked mathematical.
I had lots of bright blobs in front of me.

We decided to sit quiet for a while to see if anything else happened.

All was quiet so Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did the closing down exercise.

At the end Liz mentioned the subjects of time and footprints were both relevant to her at the moment...


Solo Sit 27/04/2018


The following evening I had a Solo Sit at home. During the opening prayer I asked the question...

'Last night you started an interesting talk about 'Time' but the communication broke up and ended before you finished. Would you be able to continue where you left off?'

After about one minute I became controlled and a communication started...

'Good evening once again, now there is always a reason for the lack of communication on some occasions. There was a buildup of energy that you would describe as interference. This is always a possibility when you sit for you are sitting in a world full of vibrations created from many minds, many active minds throughout your world. Thoughts pass through the atmosphere, thoughts pass through physical objects, thoughts can be picked up, by a sensitive mind. When this happens it is best for us to withdraw, we do not wish to complicate the communication with what can be picked up from within your world. You have a sensitive mind and it can react to stimulation from outside which becomes stimulation from within. We started to talk about time, something which has puzzled the minds of the physical world, something which brings with it many theories, many ideas, many ways to understand something which is really very simple, something which is very much a part of your life. You cannot exist without time for without time events cannot take place, situations cannot exist, growth would not be available yet you can take yourself to a place where time for you does not exist. You can separate your mind from the physical world and you can get a sense of life devoid of time. Time can stand still, time can slow down. Your understanding of time is a continuous moving forward one step at a time. One step follows the next step yet there are between those steps periods of rest, periods of no recognisable time yet beyond your physical world another time is ticking, is taking steps. When you let go of your physical world, when you allow your mind to open up to that what surrounds, that what governs your world you can become in tune with that what surrounds your world and you will experience time, a different time, a time suited to the reality you are within, the reality you are experiencing and from that reality you can observe your physical world and see how those periods of rest form a greater part of what you understand as time. There is nothing that stops you from experiencing other realities except your beliefs and your fears. You have been so immersed in your world that you can see no further yet you have had glimpses of other worlds, you have had experiences of other worlds. You have experienced the world of dreams as you sleep yet you have not questioned the time, the time that exists in a dream. Your physical body is part of the physical time yet your sleeping mind has broken free and is experiencing a new, a different time. With practice you can experience dreams and also observe your physical world, you will see a difference, you will experience a difference and you will begin to understand how time works and how time can differ in each reality. You are never fully awake, you are waiting for a chance to open your eyes and see true workings of life, of consciousness. Observe your own world and imagine an outer layer that is observing you. You are a subset of that outer layer yet that outer layer also has further layers, further layers that reach out into a greater reality of which you are a part... Thank you we will withdraw, we will talk more on this subject at a later date, thank you'

AUDIO CLIP

The control left me and I felt back with it.

I did a closing prayer and sent out healing...

248th Sitting 19/04/2018


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 7.35pm, turned out the light and put the music on...

I drifted in and out of sleep for nearly an hour.

Then I started to be controlled and Liz turned down the music when she heard this...

Liz... 'Good evening friend...'

'Good evening, good evening...'

Liz... 'Good evening friend, welcome...'

'Good time... time to come once again and speak with you. There is much that we wish to say, that we wish to get through, that we wish to communicate through to you, for we always wish to bring to you something new, something unusual, for you to think about, to consider and to give it your own idea for we are always giving to you a situation that will allow you to open your mind. You have the ability to see from a different angle and to learn in a new way and we can in our own way give you something that will help your mind to develop. There is for us a reason in the way that we speak, there is a purpose for the way that we deliver to you information for we have always had a plan, we have always had a sense of purpose to bring forward information that will help you to understand yourself, to understand your part in your physical world. You too have this plan, you also have given yourself a purpose to live a physical life, to explore all possibilities within the physical world. You have begun to experiment with your own consciousness and you are beginning to understand a world within a world, a world supported by something greater, something more permanent for the physical world is a world of decay, a world of constant change, a world of death and birth, a world of start and finish yet your time ticks by and your history unfolds behind you. You are constantly travelling, constantly moving forward day by day whereas that what surrounds you, that what supports you is fixed, is... that what supports your world has a different time, a different way of evolving, of developing yet it is dependent on what happens in your world, that what you do has impact on the world that supports your world yet the world that supports your world is somewhat independent of your world. Your world was developed to help that what supports your world in such a way that the way that life moves on is unaffected by the thoughts of the human race. There is an unseen barrier of protection put in place, something which holds back from your view the totality of your own life. You are alone, you are also with us, you are able to make your choices free from distraction. You are able to make your choices on your own yet the part you play is a part played in a larger reality simultaneously with your physical life. You are here and you are there, you are everywhere'

Liz... 'Friend can I ask what would distract us from making choices?'

'Your choices are your own, your choices are made by you yet you have... you see yourself as alone in a physical world making choices for that physical world but you are also making choices for that what supports your physical world at the same time. A distraction is put in place to cause you to believe you are alone in a physical world, it allows you to make your choices based on what is happening in that physical world yet the choices that you make are dependent on your state of being, your larger state of being, that what surrounds your physical self, that what cannot be seen whilst you are engaged in physical world activities'

Liz... 'So does the belief that we're alone give us the impression that we are making those choices alone'

'It concentrates your mind onto one aspect of yourself'

Liz... 'okay, but in reality those choices aren't really our own are they, they're being mediated by the larger consciousness system of which we are a part'

'They are the choices of the consciousness that has been developed into one unit, a unit that you call yourself. You are still part of the larger consciousness but you are also segmented off into one smaller portion that has the same abilities as the larger consciousness but can concentrate its abilities independent of the other segments of consciousness'

Liz... 'So does this lead to poor choices sometimes, is this responsible for a lot of the chaos and negativity that we have in the world, confusion?'

'The freedom of choice will indeed cause what you understand as bad choices. Mistakes will be made. You are all working with one another, you are all working as a singularity in a physical world. Sometimes you blend with one another, sometimes you fight with one another. Your task is to create a world of harmony, a world devoid of confusion, a world where you can all live in harmony with one another, creating an atmosphere, a heightened atmosphere which will benefit all of consciousness. You have a long way to go but you are all making progress. All the time that progress is being made then the vibration of your world and that what surrounds your world will be heightened'

Liz... 'Were there mistakes made in the development of these individuated units of consciousness that we are?'

'There was a time when consciousness began to separate, to partition itself. It was a huge experiment, an experiment that was perfected through mistakes, an experiment that was expected to cause confusion and disruption, but a valuable experiment which is slowly becoming clearer, slowly becoming more successful. For the mistakes were seen as learning opportunities, opportunities to put right that what was wrong and on a smaller scale the physical world is also a platform on which that what is wrong can be put right. You see your world full of right and wrong. You see the wrong in others and you can see the wrong in yourself and you understand how you can make that wrong into a right. Life is for learning, life is for experimentation, trying different things, seeing what will work, seeing what will work best, seeing the best way to move forward to bring that what is confused into harmony and in the physical world you are working with others, others who have their own ideas on what is right and what is wrong. You are all units of consciousness with a mind of your own, trying to bring yourselves in line, in harmony with one another until you can work as a team, work with one another, iron out those wrongs, those peeks of confusion and in doing this you are creating an atmosphere, an evolving atmosphere that vibrates throughout all of life, all of consciousness. There will be many more mistakes made and you will all learn from those mistakes'

There was a pause and Liz turned the music up but the CD had finished.
Then the communication continued...

'Your world is full of beauty. You are able to see that beauty within yourself and you can see that beauty within others, you can see that beauty in the structure of your world. That what motivates you is working towards creating a beautiful world. The distractions seem like ugly strokes on a beautiful picture and you all want to get rid of that ugliness but at the same time there are elements within your world intent on causing destruction and fear. These elements on their own have no power, have no effect but when they work together they will cause confusion, unhappiness, negativities. They will rise and they will fall as your world evolves around you and you can help that situation with your own thoughts, with the way that you see your world. Always look for the good in your world, see the negativity as a temporary mistake in an otherwise beautiful world. Take the power out of that negativity, shine your light on all that is dark and you will help your world to evolve into a place of harmony, a place where beauty exists. Watch your world unfold before you each day of your life. There is nothing stopping you from creating your own world within your world, a world that can be seen by others and appreciated for your life is the life of many, you spread out to all people in your world and you can affect all people in your world with that what you do whether seen or unseen, whether physical or non-physical, you are all connected, you are all growing and you are all contributing to the evolution of the larger consciousness... thank you my dear friend, we have reached the end of our evening tonight. Please take a piece of our love, take it out into your world, lighten up those darker areas, feel the warmth from those who love you, those who recognise the love that exists within yourself, for you are spreading love, connecting love, creating beauty and harmony. May God bless and keep you all, goodnight to you, thank you'

AUDIO CLIP

I felt back with it after about a minute.

Liz had drifted off and came back the same time as me.

Liz then did the closing prayer, healing and closing down exercise...

Solo sit 12/04/2018


Liz is away at the moment so I had a solo sit at home.

I did the opening prayer and asked a question which I had written down...

'Last week you said "information has no source, information is an acceptance of new thoughts" Please could you explain this as my understanding is that information comes from consciousness which is its source'

I felt myself being controlled as I said this and after about two minutes a communication began...

'Good evening, good evening... Well now let me see... This is an interesting question and I will begin by explaining the meaning of consciousness, consciousness that you understand as that what motivates you, that what animates you, that what keeps you alive. Yet consciousness is also... consciousness also plays an important role in the life of all living entities, all that you take to be a living entity. Now, that consciousness is one consciousness, there is only one consciousness yet it can be felt in many ways, it can be perceived in many ways and it can be understood in many ways. One consciousness but many ideas as to how that consciousness works, how that consciousness provides the life within each physical body and what you understand as non-physical bodies yet you do not truly understand the idea of a non-physical being until you take yourself out of your physical world. This is understandable, this is the way it must be until you have learnt to recognise consciousness as it truly is. When we say information has no source we are trying to make you think, trying to make you appreciate a new way of thinking. You understand information as coming to you from a source. Your physical world is observed as a spatial existence, if you wish to go to another place you have to travel so your understanding of information gives you your own idea that that information has travelled to you yet that information has been with you always. There is no distance for information to travel, there is only your recognition of that information. Think of your telephones. You hear a voice in your ear yet that voice is coming from afar, further than your ear can pick up. What then has caused the voice to become clear to your ears, to your hearing? A series of electrical impulses travelling through space. Imagine life without the telephone, imagine still being able to speak over vast distances by simply using your mind, by thinking of that person that person will pick up that thought and will give you a message, will give you information. There is no need to travel for you are already with that person, you just believe that you exist in a different place. Try to imagine all information within yourself, your task is to unravel that information, make that information understandable. Understand that information at your own rate, your own pace for you can only understand information as you become ready, as your mind becomes trained to accept new ideas, new understandings'

Pause...

'Take your time to think about what we say. As you begin to understand we can increase the level of understanding, we can bring you new information but you must question what is said and you must question us. We also have all information within ourselves. It is the same information that you have and it is the same information that all entities have within themselves. Sometimes you have to forget that you are an entity to understand yourself'

Pause...

'When you find yourself becoming confused, when you find yourself questioning yourself, ask yourself what is confusing you. You will find yourself responsible for your own confusion and you can rewind, you can rethink. There is nothing you cannot work out for yourself for the answers are within yourself and they are within the world that you live. Take note of how you live your life and how your physical world creates for you opportunities which can be seen as distractions yet what are you distracted from? Allow your world to guide you through your life. Do not resist that what you perceive as confusion for confusion can lead to understanding... thank you, may God bless and keep you all, goodnight to you'

AUDIO CLIP

I felt the control withdraw then did a closing prayer and sent out healing...

247th Sitting 05/04/2018


We had the room setup as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 7.35pm, turned out the light and put the music on...

I then drifted in and out of sleep for nearly one hour.

Liz felt pricking electrostatic sensations in her hair and eye lashes at times.

When I became controlled Liz turned down the music...

'Good evening, good evening...'

Liz... 'Good evening friend'

'Once again we come into your room, look around, settle down into the world of physical matter that you enjoy, that you find is your life for now. We can see how you live your life, we can understand, understand the restrictions on your mind living in a world cut off from the true reality yet you have been given this chance, this chance to use your ability to learn, your ability to love and your ability to use your choices to develop yourself. Your world is full of opportunities, opportunities that create choices, that create decisions in your mind. That what motivates you is giving you the chance to use your own mind. A picture is developing, a life is developing, the work that you put in to your life is preparing you. Watch your world unfold, see how you can change yourself. See how you can use your mind to negotiate all difficulties that are thrown at you. Take your time to wake up, valuable lessons are being learnt and when you do wake up you will be that much further forward. Stand at the foot of... take...' 

The communication broke up, it felt to me like the control wasn't very strong, then the communication started again...

'Once upon a time all life was capable of communication with us, with the world of spirit. Once upon a time the physical world was part of the spiritual world, there was no separation, it all worked as one but the problem arose, there was no way of developing the soul of each individual, there had to be a way of cutting off that direct communication. It was believed that the very heart of life was taken away but it remained in place and the very heart of life is now beginning to once again blossom in your world. Take steps to discover for yourself, we will be there with you fighting the way forwards... thank you'

Pause...

Liz was going to turn the music up for a while but chose instead to ask a question. This was a good idea as it seemed to make the control stronger...

Liz... 'Friend, I have a question'

'Yes...'

Liz... 'How can we differentiate between those words that come from us as a result of impressions that are from our own subconscious, our own imagination and those that are from spiritual entities that have passed on, actual spiritual beings, how can we differentiate between the two types of communication, those that are filtered through our greater or smaller consciousness, our own consciousness and those that come from elsewhere, from another actual entity?'

'You think of yourself as an individual with a mind restricted to yourself, partitioned off in your world yet you are more, you are connected to the larger consciousness, you are connected to all of consciousness. As you receive impressions in your mind, there is a mixture, there is what seems to you to be a mixture. You have lived your life in the physical world, you have experienced your life in the physical world and you have used your mind whilst living in the physical world. You have become used to how you use your mind, how you interpret the way your mind works and you have built up a belief that that mind belongs to you, that that mind is an expression of yourself, that thoughts that you have are created by you for you are a separate entity. Now widen your thought, bring yourself to a larger picture, a larger view of life. See yourself connected to all things, all living things, they all work as one yet you are a singular expression of part of that whole. You have the capability of receiving from... your connection to all of life enables any message to come to your mind, you will not know, you will not... you have no way of knowing from where that message has come because you are part of where that message originates yet when you evaluate the words that you have received you will begin to build up an understanding and a truth for yourself. There will be for you evidence in the message, evidence which will give you an impression of where the message has come from. What is important is the value of the message, the value of the message to yourself and the value of the message to those to whom you give that message. Where that message originates is unimportant yet those who hear the message will build up for themselves an idea of where that message comes from and it will give them their own understanding. It may lighten their hearts when they hear the voice of those they believe to be dead coming through with words evidential to them. This will open their minds to investigate more, to discover more, to see a wider picture, to see more than that what is available in the physical world, that what is laid out for them each day of their lives'

Liz... 'I don't think it's unreasonable though to want to know the real origin of the messages, of the communication that comes through. What level of spirit...'

'When viewed and when understood from the physical world then there is that need to know from where it comes for you live in a world of space and time. You look at each other, you see individuals, different characters, different levels of loving entities working together yet beyond and within those entities is the one consciousness that holds you all together, that is working with you, that is evolving through you. You can choose to hold on to your physical thoughts or you can choose to expand your thinking from a wider viewpoint. We can understand how you will think'

Liz... 'It's okay that you maybe don't know, it's okay that perhaps that information, precise information isn't available at the level from which this communication comes but I don't believe that the urge to identify the source and to distinguish between information that’s coming from an actual entity, from an actual person who has passed on but who is still alive in the spirit realm and that which is from a universal unconscious or the Akashic fields or an information field or part of our own larger consciousness. At some level I understand that we are a part of that larger consciousness and part of every entity, that our experience shows us that pockets of that consciousness has split off into individual pockets of consciousness and these pockets of consciousness have identification, have boundaries through which they can be known. We speak in this world of angels, arch angels, spirits, ghosts, divas, a wide range of entities, conscious entities and how those entities feature when we receive communication. We talk in our spiritualist circles of guides, the spirit team, people identify those guides, they take on particular persona and the information that's coming through here is coming as from a person, from a voice, from an information source so I don't think its spurious for me to ask what is that source and the answers are always evasive and I'm saying it's okay if you don't know what source you are but if you do, please reveal that information'

'You are likening the world of spirit to the world of physical matter. You are seeing the results of your situation, your life magnified into a greater reality. You are seeing how you live your life and you are assuming that that is how the spiritual world is working. You have also been able to get a sense of a larger reality, that what you connect to. Think of your oceans, think of the vastness of the oceans of your world. Imagine one drop of that ocean, imagine one drop breaking free, becoming an individual droplet of water for that brief moment whilst it flies from the sea through the air it is an individual yet it returns to the water, it has lived a life, it has lived a life of an individual, it will once again repeat the experience when the time is right yet while it is part of the ocean of your world it loses its individuality but the sea has gained a new experience and has grown. When that droplet of water is free from the ocean, when it perceives information from that ocean, is it coming from another droplet within the ocean or the ocean as one whole, one whole unit'

Liz... 'This world itself is part of that ocean, you've often said that there is no differentiation really between the spiritual and the physical. The physical is a subset of the larger reality in spirit, we are spirit, spirit is with us so the reality of our being here and communicating as we do as individuals and sometimes as groups, sometimes we communicate as groups, a group puts forward an idea, puts forward a communication an agreed communication from a number. Presumably the pattern here is a pattern that also exists in spirit because we are part of spirit. So on the one hand it sounds as if you're saying that this communication is actually just part of a great, large universal unconscious or a sea of semi-consciousness that surrounds us and in which we are and yet this information is coming through as if an entity, is coming through in a personable way'

'The information is coming through an entity that you know of as the medium'

Liz... 'Yes...'

'You have, you are as a physical being used to speaking to entities'

Liz... 'So this is an information field that is being filtered through the medium?'

'In the same way as information comes to you and to everybody living in the physical world. There is nothing unusual, there is nothing unique in the receiving of information'

Liz... 'So is there a difference between the way this information is coming through the medium and what we call inspired speaking?'

'There is no difference in the information that comes through. Each individual in the physical world will work in their own way when connecting to the larger reality, the greater consciousness. What you would call trance mediumship is but one available channel from spirit to a physical world'

Liz... 'So when in trance the communication comes through as we, as if from a group'

'It can come through as if coming from one person or it can come through as if coming from consciousness itself'

Liz... 'Is the way that it comes through determined by the medium themselves in the form it takes?'

'The medium is the link that has the ability to allow information to come through. The medium works in a unique way'

Liz... 'So would you say that every medium packages that information in a particular format that could take the form of a group entity, a specific entity, a guide, a personality'

'It is a combination of the medium and those who sit with the medium. Those who sit in a circle with a medium will have in their minds an understanding, this understanding will be known, this understanding will be used to bring the most beneficial communication for their own growth that will help them. They may well believe in a spiritual world populated by physical beings and this is how they will receive their information but it is the information that is important and it is the information that will help them to develop their own understanding and change their minds as to the source of the information. You yourself have your own understanding but you are open to new understandings and we are working with you and with the medium to bring a new understanding to your minds. We do not wish to go back to an old understanding. We wish to develop that old understanding into something more useful, something which will enable you to step up and discover more but we will not tell you what you want to know until you have thought for yourself and built up a new understanding in your mind. Once you have done that we can add to that understanding. You are here to learn, you are here to use your abilities and intelligence and to think for yourself. We cannot think for you but we can bring to you new ideas that will trigger your thoughts'

Liz... 'You see friend as you're talking you're calling yourselves we as if you are a conscious group of people, a conscious source, a particular source of information at a level beyond our current understanding, so you are giving a sense that you are an actual person or personality who knows, who has an overview and information about my development and other people's development and development of myself and the medium and are working to educate us to our advantage and this in a way is confusing because when I ask specific questions about the source of this information the answer comes in a very non-specific way, always with the cop-out that it's for us to decide, it's for us to work it out for ourselves and yet that slightly contradicts the very purposeful form of the message coming from a group or an entity who knows that it's not divulging that information because it's not in our interests to have it so that's somewhat confusing especially because I don't feel that as somebody with a scientific mind, somebody who wishes to know and who wishes to share information that the desire to know more definitively the source. My understanding is that there are hierarchies of consciousness, of entities if you like, my understanding from my experiences are that there are bounded stages of conscious development, realities if you like, our physical reality is only one part but in each of those realities or bounded frames of consciousness there are entities and ways of knowing, levels of knowing, and with that understanding it feels to me a reasonable question to ask from what level this information is coming and I repeat again that it's okay if you don't know from which level it's coming, but you don't say that clearly, you leave it very ambiguous that it's not in our interests to be told and yet here on Earth and the old axiom is as above so below, on Earth when you pick up information from the computer or anywhere you ask what it's source is, is it from the British library, is it from Wikipedia, is it from the annuals of Chinese medicine, from what source is this particular information coming? Is this information that has been brought to us through a group of Vedic priests? A group purporting to be Atlanteans? From what source has this information come, is it from a group of mediums who have received this from entities who were alive in the physical but are now dead? It feels that these questions are important here and I don't see any reason why they shouldn't also be important in the larger reality, to know the source of information that is coming through? The purity of the information if you like, what level of understanding is this information coming through, what level of consciousness?'

'It is a combination of your thoughts, your understanding and the understanding of the medium and the connection to the larger reality. You and the medium have experienced communications from the spiritual world many times. You have understood how communication has been delivered by separate entities living in the spiritual world. You have understood how those entities often represent past physical lives, sometimes they have been understood as lives that have never touched the physical world, lives that appear to be beyond the physical world yet they have taken an interest in the physical world and have wanted to communicate and bring understanding to your world, yet these are all created characters, created from your own minds to give you the comfort of knowing. You all want to know, you all need to know, you all need to put a face to that what talks to you. You find it difficult to accept pure communication without source. Communication is constantly available throughout your physical life, as you live your physical life thoughts are coming to you, are they your thoughts? Are they the thoughts of others in the physical world? Are they thoughts from another world, a spiritual world, a non-physical world? You will not know, you cannot know yet you can build up a belief and put a face to the words you receive. You believe that when you talk, you believe that when you receive information that that information has come from an entity. What is an entity? Is an entity a separate being? Something which lives a life of its own apart from all? Is there greater entities, larger entities, an entity that contains many entities, a group soul? These are all words, words that help you to understand. Information has no source, information is an acceptance of new thoughts. You have to use those thoughts to bring for yourself your own understanding. For us to communicate to you we use that word us, we use that word we, because you cannot understand something that is beyond your own understanding at this time. As the weeks go by we will build up for you an understanding, as the weeks go by you will build up for yourself an understanding. Try not to use past experiences to build up a picture of a world, a spiritual world, use your intelligence, use your mind to bring a clearer picture to yourself, we will help, we will try to clear the confusion from your mind but we need to do it in our own way, step by step'

Liz... 'I think you also need to build up confidence by giving real evidence'

The communication was getting quieter as if the energy was running out.

'Time ticks by, your world moves on and the information gathered will produce a clearer understanding... Now we have reached the end of our session this evening. Take from us a piece of our love, take it out into your world, lighten all those who you meet. Thank you my dear friend, we will continue this talk in our next session'

Liz... 'Thank you friend goodnight and God bless you'

'Think about what we have said and prepare for us a series of questions, we will do our best to answer your queries. For we wish you to understand and you will understand, thank you, may God bless and keep you all, good night to you'

Liz... 'Goodnight friend, and God bless you'

AUDIO CLIP

I felt back with it after about a minute.

Liz then did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise...