80th Sitting 20/01/2014

I felt the team moving in close while we were sitting upstairs before the sitting this week making me light headed and feeling pressures around my head and face.

We had the room set up as usual.

Liz opened at 8.30pm, extinguished the red light and put the music on.

Ten minutes after starting Liz reported light touches on the top of her head.

She had a strong sensation of a bluish light that she felt was internal. Then she visualised a daisy flower followed by a blue corn flower with many petals which seemed to be just in front of her head.

Then some noises started from the cabinet.

A gurgling, coughing, changing into voice.

Liz welcomed the communication and muted the music.

‘Hello, hello, hello…’

Various words followed, mainly incoherent but some understandable including…

‘Holy, holy, holy… Holy ghost… Who is the holy ghost, who is he? All work in harmony… He heal all the pain… A dew drop, all of us here, all work in a more… All equal…’

The communication faded out and Liz put the music back up…

AUDIO CLIP 1

Liz was aware of flickering dim lights moving around in the room.

She was getting very hot.

Her nose was itching inside her nostrils.

Then she got the feeling she was going to be physically sick.

Fortunately the feeling didn’t last very long.

It felt to Liz like it was on her subtle body but echoing on the physical body.

It was as if they were drawing energy from her.

I was also experiencing a lot of physical sensations in the cabinet.

I felt a tightening up on my chest/heart area then it felt like it was being twisted round.

It wasn’t unpleasant but it was as if someone had put their hands into my chest and was manipulating something.

I also felt a lot of stuff like custard running down the right side of my face and head and I had a pulling on my right ear.

Then I remember a kind of fuzzy/static feeling on my right foot that travelled up to my knee like I was having something pulled onto it.

My hands were held palm to palm in front of me. They came close to my face and I felt heat coming off the tips of my fingers.

Liz was aware of light drifting past her and felt something like a wet silk drawn across her neck. It felt cold.

The light didn’t feel like she was seeing it physically. It felt more internal again.

She felt there was someone with her.

It was very much like looking at reflections of people in water, strong images.

There was a kind of gold coloured pattern.

Liz got a strong sweet visceral smell.

There were a few quiet noises from the cabinet which got louder.

Liz thought she heard a voice ask her to turn the music down but it didn’t come from the cabinet.

She muted the music.

A communicator started to speak in the cabinet.

They seemed to be trying to give a name.

It sounded like ‘Eleanor’

Various voices and words came through including…

‘All collect, it all connects, can hear, we know, I know, it work, in the verse of…’

Liz… ‘You’re having a good practice with the voice aren’t you?’

Liz continued to encourage the communication which became more coherent.

‘Words are new, new words… Holy, holy, holy man he hold the cross, holy man, he came for paper, he pray for people, fellow friends… Well, well, dual, face forward, find a way to communicate again. We have followed the way forward. Say each time more good vibration. Take us here we can communicate with you for it will be a festival for us in this way words can come through. We have able to communicate our way forward so far, so far to go…’

Liz… ‘You’re finding the channel to come through, to communicate with words; you have a lot to say’

‘Is a way for us to follow’

Liz… ‘Your words will be very welcome, we look forward to this festival of words’

The communicator withdrew and Liz put the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 2

About 15 minutes later there was some lip-smacking and coughing which slowly developed into speech. Liz welcomed the communicator and muted the music...

‘Very good, very good… Time, time… Wheel of time, wheel of time come around, around and around and around. Yesterday is a memory. Each day come around. Each day is anticipated, each day is enjoyed, is lived. Each day is lived and a new day arrive. Each time, each time it will, it will create more memories for you to build up experience. Each feeling is an experience, each vision is an experience, each sound is experience which is a memory which can be recalled when the time is right. Then you will be able to compare experiences as you go through each day. Each day you will create for yourself a new experience. You create on different levels, some levels you will perceive in the usual manner, some levels lay beneath the surface to be discovered as you move on but you will not be aware of the levels that lie beneath. These can be recalled in your dreams but not in your waking time. You will recall in your dreams the levels that lay beneath, lay beneath your perception in your daily life. As each day unfolds you need to be able to replay some of your experiences in your dreams to allow that experience to become a memory’

Liz… ‘What happens to all these experiences once we go into the next plane, once we leave the physical world?’

‘Each experience, all experience is recorded; it is never lost because it is a creation from life. Each constant creation will never fade even if you have no more memory it is still there. It will be, it can be accessed, it can be dipped into and re-enacted at a time when you need to visualise a past event’

Liz… ‘The layers of experience must be from all the different experiences in the universe. It must be like an immense gold mine’

‘This is the point of life to continue to experience and build. Build this pattern of experiences which has no limit. It is available to all consciousness to retrieve. Each time a memory comes forward how do you, what do you think brings a memory to your consciousness? How does it arrive? What ignites it?’

Liz… ‘Sometimes memories just seem to arise out of nowhere’

‘This is how you perceive it now. You have much to learn as you journey and you will see how these memories are brought forward in what appears a random way at this time. But each memory comes forward for a reason and there is a reason for these memories. There is a motivating power behind each memory’

Liz… ‘Is it useful to try and follow why that memory might have arisen?’

‘All experience, all knowledge is useful. Each impulse of memory has its purpose and you can see as you trace back a pattern, a pattern to your life slowly unfold before you in this way. It is all useful, it is all beneficial, it is beneficial to share experience with others’

Liz… ‘My big question is why and how? Why it should be as it is? Why we are?’  

‘Yes and you will see, you will find, you will find this reason. It is not difficult, it is not hidden, it is in front of you. You just need to recognise what it is that lies ahead, lies in front’

Liz… ‘It seems so big, so vast beyond our conceptualisation that it makes me dizzy to even try and conceive of it’

‘You are trying too hard. Do not; if you feel uncomfortable then you are not doing something right. Just relax, allow the answer to come to you. Do not reach out for the answer. Each answer is there and it will come to you at the correct time, just allow’

Liz… ‘Thank you’

(Sounds like a change of communicator)

‘Dear friend… dear friend we come once again to the end of our time with you. We have had a good time as always, we enjoy each week that we sit in this way. We enjoy both circles, we observe both circles and we smile when we see, when we feel your efforts to build image of a cross. This is an interesting experiment which if you feel it is of a benefit then you must try again but do not change the way you do your experiment. Do exactly the same each week and compare your results each week for we feel that you will succeed. Listen to any guidance we give you whether it be in a dream or whether we speak in this way you will arrive at your goal, you will see your cross. It has been created, you have created the cross, you need to learn how to perceive it, how to perceive it in your room. We will be helping and guiding in our way’

(They were talking about last week’s Mercury Experiment)

Liz… ‘Thank you, thank you for this reassurance’

‘We are pleased with the way the circles are going and helping each other. It is working well, there is no more that you need to adjust for you are doing as is required for this time. In the future there may be some adjustments but we will let you know when the time is right to change but for now keep as you are, allow yourself each week to become part of the feelings, of the experiences that we bring forward to you in this way both out in the room and with our link that we can communicate through in whichever way we desire each week. Sometimes we will come forward with clear words sometimes it will be a mixture, a mixture of voice, of sound, of verbalization that may not be totally understandable to you but we can work on this and build each week’

Liz… ‘Good that’s wonderful’

‘Thank you, we go now and we leave you our love as always take it and spread it around. Give it to those who need it right now but keep a piece for yourself… Thank you’

Liz… ‘Thank you very much friend, our love and blessings with you...’

AUDIO CLIP 3

The music had ended and Liz reminded the team to draw back.

I slowly came back to normality.

I was very hot and sweaty.

Liz was now cold.

Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise.

It had been a very interesting sitting this week.

The last communication had gone on for 20 minutes which is possibly the longest I’ve had so far. At times I still get the feeling I’m partially adding to the communication but there are also times when it feels like a separate entity has taken total control and I’m just there listening to what’s said. As I’ve mentioned in ‘Mediums Musings’ I sometimes get phrases in my head which later come through at the start of a communication and I remember at some point during this sitting getting the phrase ‘We create on different levels’ This phase was indeed spoken during the communication but didn’t start it off this week. What was interesting to me was as the communication was about to start I was expecting that phrase to be used and felt I needed to say it to get the communication going but I then found I couldn’t say anything myself. Something was stopping me interfering and then I heard it start off the way it did…

79th Sitting 13/01/2014

It was just Liz and me again this week; Dan may be off for a few weeks.

We set the room up as usual.

My stomach felt a lot better this week; I just had the usual light headed feeling a couple of hours before we sat.

Liz opened at 8.30pm, turned out red light and put the music on.

I could feel spirit working with me in the cabinet as soon as I sat down but apart from a few whistling/whispering sounds there was no attempt at communications for 20 minutes.

The whispering got louder, Liz muted the music and a few words started to come through...

‘Easy, easy, easy, easy…’

Liz… ‘Welcome Mr Easy’

‘Easy, easy… Hello, hello, hello…’

There were lots of different experimental sounds and voices before the communication settled down…

‘All is, all is, all is proceeding in the usual manner… Good connection, peel away each vibration until a permanent link can be achieved. Each time we peel away, peel away more, more of a vibration, more of a frequency, each time we connect to your channel of communication’

Liz… ‘You get through more easily, more directly’   

‘Easier, easier, all in our own way we are able to come closer each time. More of our personality can come through. Each time we can connect in a more positive way’

Liz… ‘Do you work with other groups as well?’

‘All of us, all of this group, this team, is all connected to this circle. We are connected only to this circle’

Liz… ‘Does that mean you haven’t had experience before of connecting to the physical plane?’

‘Partially you are correct. We are new to communicating in this way. We have experienced many circles from an observation stand point. Not participating, just learning. So each time we come through we also learn a bit, a piece more for us to experience’

Liz… ‘So we’re learners on both sides then’

‘That is completely correct, we are all learning because we enjoy experience, a new experience. This is the whole point, the whole point for all of us to continue to experience and to continue to learn from each other, from the conditions we can bring ourselves into we can learn from experience. This is why we appreciate this opportunity to come through. We get.. We gain experience from this and in turn we endeavour to give to you some of what you wish to learn’

Liz… ‘Thank you, that’s good’

Communicator faded out and Liz put the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 1

Liz had a strong sensation of somebody touching her hair from her left.

She was getting hot.

Voice noises started up in the cabinet.

Liz muted the music again.

She welcomed and encouraged the communicator who seemed to be having difficulty getting clear words through.

Some of what I can understand from the recording is…

‘Colour, send colour, send a colour, a colour of love. Is all compatible to further… All give us…’

The communication then became incoherent.

Liz… ‘More voices coming through, take it one at a time… You’re all having a try… You’re making sounds but not words’

‘Is it clearer, is it clear?’

Liz… ‘That’s clearer now’

‘Good, good… Stable, stable, all come through colour, each colour is…’

Liz… ‘Is that colour, are you saying colour?’

‘All is colour. All colour is compact in our world’

Liz… ‘Are you following colour? Are you seeing the vibrations as colour?’

‘Yes it is… Colour is compact… is compatible to…’

Liz… ‘Keep trying, you’re doing well’

The communication faded and Liz put the music up.

It had felt to me that they were either experimenting with a different way to come through or a new communicator was practicing.

AUDIO CLIP 2

10 minutes later we had another communication.

After some lip-smacking a communicator came through to close. They were not speaking very clearly and took a while to get started…

‘Thank you, thank you once again for allowing us to come close to you. It has been an interesting evening for us, for us to experiment with different ways again, a different experiment for us. It is a part of development. Each time we are able to try a different approach, building on the previous week. We are able to give ourselves a new perspective from our side in the… strengthening the link in this way, it will eventually develop into a stronger link in this way’

Liz… ‘Yes it felt different this week’

‘We can come forward slowly but surely and it will establish a stronger connection for us. We thank you for giving the conditions that we can work in’

Liz… ‘Glad that you’ve been able to work in them, that’s really good to know, thank you friends’

‘We leave with you our love and we look forward to future experimentation in both circles…’

The communicator withdrew.

Liz asked the team to draw back now as the last tune was just coming to an end.

AUDIO CLIP 3

I sat still in the cabinet and waited for them to draw back.

It felt quite warm in the cabinet.

Liz was also warm.

Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing down exercise.

As she was doing this my face felt very hot like it was being sunburnt for a few minutes and my eyes felt a bit stingy.

I also had a vision of a rope ladder hanging down in front of me!!!

Liz had felt hands on her head for most of the evening. She had also felt slightly overshadowed but still very connected and aware of the work we are doing.

She hadn’t noticed any visual phenomena this week but had picked up a strong ectoplasm smell towards the end of our sitting.

I had been experimenting visualising myself in a seat behind mine after seeing one last week. I’m not sure at the moment if it’s helping or hindering. When I was trying it I got the sense that Joan was with me but I didn’t pick up any message from her. Maybe they want me to climb up the rope ladder instead?

I could feel there was something different with the way the communications were coming through and we both agreed it had felt different this week…

78th Sitting 06/01/2014

My stomach had been churning all day, a lot more than normal, possibly because this was the first sitting since the Christmas/New Year holiday but it felt good to be back sitting in the camping toilet tent AKA cabinet.

Unfortunately Dan couldn’t make it.

We set the room up as usual.

Liz opened at 8.30, turned out the light and put on the tunes.

About ten minutes later a few noises started in the cabinet.

Liz muted the music and welcomed them.

After a bit of tuning in we had…

‘Easy, easy, easy… Hello, hello… Words, words follow… Go look, go look around is all people in the room ha, ha, ha…’

Liz… ‘Yes, I’m beginning to see shapes now’

‘Holiday over… All back in the room ha, ha… Development underway ha, ha…’

Liz reported the room had gone from black to marbled with patches of lights scintillating here and there.

The communication faded out and Liz turned up the music.

AUDIO CLIP 1

Liz felt cool breezes round her shins despite the fact she was wearing think trousers and had a blanket over them.

She then felt breezes over her face.

She became aware of what looked like blue pleats in the room.

They were vertical ripples, like folds in a garment.

As she was seeing this a few lip-smacking noises started up in the cabinet developing into voice.

Liz muted the music.

It took a while for the words to be understood.

Liz… ‘Hello… hello, did somebody want to speak?’

‘Is holy day, holy, holy day… How would you approach a day worthy of… holy day…’

Liz encouraged the communicator…

‘Eadie, Eadie, Edith, Eddie, Eadie…’

Liz… ‘Hello is it Eadie?’

‘Eadie, Eadie… Yes, yes, so long ago, so long ago’

Liz… ‘Welcome Eadie, you’ve been here before haven’t you’

‘I have, I did come before in this way it was a first time, the last time was the first time for me to come through in this way but it… with you full of hope for very, very… Eadie, Eadie… He here with me, he here with me…’

Liz… ‘Who is here with you?’

‘Here with me, yes, we are together; we have become a perfect… say hello’

Liz… ‘Who shall I say hello too?’

‘Holy man, holy man, he is still over on your side, the holy man…’

Liz… ‘Eadie who are you with?’

‘Day, Day, Daybie… G, G, Gedie…’

Liz… ‘Eadie you’ve done very well coming through and saying so much. Can you tell me who you’re with Eadie?’

‘W, Will, Will, William, William’

Liz… ‘William… Did you say William?’

‘William…’

Communication faded and Liz put the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 2

Liz saw dim lights at floor level as if they were in a fog.

She noticed a few bright flashes in the bottom of her field of vision.

Then she was aware of a reddish light in the centre of the room. It suddenly started moving, rotating which made her jump and it changed to a pinkish colour.

It was almost like a person… female.

More communications started in the cabinet and Liz muted the music again…

Liz… ‘Hello…’

‘Let go of time, let go of time, allow time to slip away. Do not be… do not feel… do not feel you are controlled by time, the restraints of time, let them fall. Let them, let your feelings control your life not the restraint of time. Allow it to slip away, allow yourself to be controlled by feeling, by what you sense, not time… Yes, yes… Try, try…’

Liz… ‘Try?’

‘Try to experiment with allowing time to be… Let go…’

Liz… ‘Let go of time, step out of time’

‘Yes, you will find a new freedom which you can penetrate and allow yourself to be inside of your feelings’

Liz… ‘Right… so what is the purpose of time?’

‘A way to control. Each step of your journey is governed by time so it has a place in the conditions you find yourself. It has a purpose of organizing your day but it is still possible to step out of time for an experience, a connection with feeling, your feelings, your perception of all that happens around. You need to live with time but you can also step out of time’

Liz… ‘Ok, is that something that we should be able to freely do, to cross boundaries of different dimensions, different vibrational boundaries… is that permitted?’

‘Yes, nothing is… Everything is within your reach; you just have to learn how you can reach out and penetrate through all boundaries. Each time you feel you have an idea come into your head, try to see where the idea has come from. Try to trace back to the source of the idea and you will find yourself reaching out through boundaries’

Liz… ‘What is the purpose of these boundaries?’

‘Each boundary has been set by a greater conscious thought within the vibration of all mind, all that is. It has been created to separate the vibrations within your world as it is. There are many vibrations which co-exist with each other, each separated by a boundary, a boundary which will not permit each vibration from affecting each other but it is possible to reach out into each different vibration’

Liz… ‘Is it possible for the boundaries to collapse?’

‘All life within each boundary is contained in a way that keeps it in a separate vibration. It cannot collapse. It cannot break free while it is operating within a boundary. Only when a boundary has been penetrated by a process of thought can it become intermingling with the next boundary’

Liz… ‘Right… Is that evolutionary possibility?’

‘It is a control, a control which every consciousness can penetrate. It is a condition of your mind’

Liz… ‘Does that mean that it’s the expanding mind? Will the expanding mind go through the boundaries until it encompasses everything… all vibrations?’

‘Learn to reach out and you will see that boundaries are self-created. They have been, they are a self-created restriction on yourself. Learn to reach out and you will see, you will see…’

Liz… ‘Thank you; it’s a difficult conception as to why and how it arises. Yes, a unitary consciousness into different spheres’

‘Thank you once again, thank you for allowing us to come with you in your sitting. We enjoy the interaction. We can find for you more answers as we go. We are trying to develop a more pure link to our side. Each time we sit we come closer; it is a slow process and we happy that we have been able to work in a slightly different way once again. We have created a new area for the mind of the medium to occupy. This is a step forward to a stronger link with our vibration and your vibration and it will grow each week we sit. We have been able to achieve a part-way link this evening so we thank you for providing the conditions for us to work in this way and we say now is time to go, time once again thank you, our love to you and we look forward to a good year, thank you’

Liz… ‘Good bye friends, and our love to you, thank you very much; yes we’ve come to the end of our session now. Thank you for all your communication’

AUDIO CLIP 3

We waited for them to withdraw from me before Liz did the closing prayer, healing and closing down exercise.

During the sitting I’d got an image of another chair behind my chair. I guessed this was a place to go to help take my awareness out of the communications and tried to visualize myself sitting in it with partial success. While communication was taking place I found it difficult holding myself in the rear chair and kept returning to the front chair as if connected to it by a rubber band. I’ll continue practising this next week and also during my solo sits at home. Hopefully it will help communications.

Liz later told me that she could take some of what was said when Eadie came through. Liz is not telling me too much in case it influences future evidential communications. I got the feeling the communicator had more to say but I was getting in the way. I need to remain uninterested in what is said and stay sitting in the chair at the back… easier said than done!!!

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I've been adding a few posts to it during the Christmas/New Year break including a review of 2013, my thoughts and experiences in the cabinet and the Friday Group... enjoy

77th Sitting 17/12/2013

It was just Liz and I for this our last sitting of 2013.

We had the room set up as normal.

Liz opened in prayer at 8.30, turned out red light and put the music on.

Two minutes later Liz reported light shapes moving out of the darkness.

They had a reddish glow.

She said it was like looking at multiple reflections in water.

Liz got the impression of black and white stripes in the room.

It made her think of a Zebra.

Then a silver grey colour.

Noises started from the cabinet.

Liz muted the music and welcomed the communication.

After a bit of tuning in there was…

‘All here… all our love, all love in your circle’

Liz… ‘You’re very welcome’

‘All join hands, all able to come through… Very good time for us to come through… All come through door into your room. Ha, ha, ha, just like you we enter through a door’

Liz… ‘Has it become easier?’

‘Each time we come closer we are able to… Each time we are able to increase our awareness of your vibration, of your atmosphere. Each time we come we can increase the power behind our thought, behind our intention, behind our aim for you’

Liz… ‘That’s good; it means we will be able to do more work’

‘All is in hand and we are happy that we are able each time to come in this way. It is a building process. Each week build on previous week until a stronger connection is built upon. Keep doing as you do, all is part of a greater plan, a greater experiment which we can reveal part by part as we build our link with this circle’

Liz… ‘That’s really good news’

‘All of us are here and are learning from you as you learn from experience, your own experience enables us to tap into your mind and get a feeling of what you are experiencing’

Liz… ‘Will you be able to tell us more about what it’s like from your side and what is planned?’

(Voice changed) ‘All will be uncovered in time, you have to have patience but a little impatience is not a bad thing because it gives you the drive, the interest, the passion, the passion for what you are striving to achieve so do not worry if you feel impatient, it is not necessarily a bad thing’

Liz… ‘Good, ha, ha…’

‘We can understand what it feels like for you, you are anticipating a new knowledge, an increase in knowledge, it is a feeling, a feeling that you can… you feel you can accomplish, you feel you can accomplish this but you have to wait, you have to wait until the time is right for us to bring you this knowledge. These descriptions of a condition that we are able to convey to you in some way, it is up to us to decide on the correct way to convey this information. It is no good us trying to describe things which you yourself have no personal reference. We have to introduce small images into the room, into your mind, that you will be able to relate to in a future, in a later time when we can describe some of what we know to be what we experience from our side’

Liz… ‘Okay, thank you, look forward to that. It’s good to know we are laying the foundation blocks’

Liz put the music up as the communicator withdrew.

AUDIO CLIP 1   

Liz got very hot.

She said the room was very dark and the atmosphere thick.

She felt a strong drawing sensation from her solar plexus.

Liz said it was now looking bright near the healing book.

Then she was aware of a sage green/silvery light to her right.

There was a clear division between the left half and right half of the room.

Then the division began to break down. The green light was leaching into the left side of the room.

It began streaming towards the cabinet.

Liz saw vertical lines in the room.

Then what looked like a rotating wheel in front of the cabinet.

She said it was like looking at something in a convex mirror.

She saw a flying ball moving around, it was very fluid.

Liz felt a breeze over her face.

She felt someone was trying to make their presence felt.

There were flashing dim lights and sparks.

Liz felt like she partially perceived a presence.

Something moving suddenly became illuminated.

The form was very diffuse, diaphanous.

She couldn’t perceive it as a coherent shape.

She said it was like looking at flames in a fire or a sea anemone.

Noises were heard from the cabinet and Liz muted the music again.

She welcomed the communication…

Liz… ‘Hello friend’

‘I hear your observations… We pleased we can come through in a visual way, a visual experience for you… We appreciate the way you describe what you see for it gives us, it gives us benefit, forward, forward… it gives us a benefit for us to work on, a base line, a base line for us to work on. So each time you see these things continue to describe in the way you do and we will listen and learn and adjust until the time you will positively see us as we truly are’

Liz… ‘That’s wonderful, that’s good, I can see a slight light at the moment at the foot of the cabinet’

‘All these things that you see you will put your own interpretation to, but this is a good thing, it is training your mind to perceive, perceive what would normally be a dark room. Suddenly a dark room becomes, fills with images before you so take each image and allow it to penetrate your mind, trigger off a memory in your mind that you can compare with what you see’

Liz… ‘Okay… thank you for your feedback’

There was a change of voice and attempts at speaking but nothing coherent came through. Seemed like they were practicing with something before fading out.

Liz put the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 2

Liz saw light curved shapes moving around the room.

Then Liz reported seeing a bright person to her right.

There was a strong light shining in her right field of vision. (When we talked about this after the sitting it sounded just like what I experienced when I was sitting in Liz’s seat and she was in the cabinet last Wednesday 11/12/13)

Liz then heard a noise to her right like something hitting the floor. (Unfortunately no apports were found afterwards)

Noises started again from the cabinet and Liz muted the tunes…

Liz… ‘Hello…’

‘Look, look, look around, wake up, wake up, wake up out of your sleep… Break free from the mist that blinds you to the true reality. Break free from the sounds, the clutter that stops the true music from reaching your ears… Each time you dream you are allowed to see beyond that what you perceive in your daily life. You are taken out of that which blinds you. Your are taken into a clarity, a clarity of feeling, of vision, of hearing, touch… Each time you are given a dream it is a precious component which will enable you to reach up forwards out into our atmosphere for a brief time. You will learn each time you reach out how to perceive and how to remember and each time you have a dream it will impinge on your mind a memory which you have to translate into your waking life, your waking reality. Each time you dream you are with us, you are a part of our world. So let the dreams come through; enjoy the dreams for you will be able eventually to perceive a reality before you’

Liz… ‘Does it matter that I’m not fully conscious that I’m dreaming at the time that I’m dreaming?’

‘It is experience, consciousness is there when you are experiencing. You need to think about the term fully conscious. Fully conscious, what is full consciousness? What is it that restricts your consciousness? What is it that makes you think your consciousness is not operating at its full capacity? It could be the memory which has a limitation. It could be a limit, a filter on your memory which gives you the impression that consciousness is not full. Allow the experience to filter through. Do not worry that you may not feel fully conscious in your dream, this will come naturally the more you think, the more you think about your dreams. Each time you dream you have built up a memory from previous experiences. This memory will help you to become what you perceive as fully conscious. Just allow it to happen, do not try too hard for you are fighting when you are trying from a perspective of your side, from your side, you allow, just allow the dream to work its way into your consciousness’

Liz… ‘Okay, thank you for that’

(Change of voice) ‘Our time is at an end once again now; all of your tunes are finished so we thank you once again for sitting in this way. We look forward to a new year, a new year after our break. We will continue to develop the circle in the way that will be most beneficial. We will introduce some new aspects in the coming year. This has been a good year for development. If you compare the last few weeks with the first few weeks of your year you will see how far we have come and we will continue to develop in this way. Each week we build on previous week until a strong connection is built between us all’

Liz… ‘That’s good; I can feel that it’s definitely stronger and I’m very glad that it seems to have stabilized so well. So thank you, thank you friend and now we have come to the end of our session so we thank you very much for your communications but ask you now to draw back a little so that the medium can come back into the room’

‘Thank you and we look forward to our next time’

Liz… ‘We look forward to it very much too, thank you friend, our love and blessings with you’

AUDIO CLIP 3

I slowly came back.

Liz did the closing prayer, sent out healing and did our closing exercise by which time I was fully back and feeling fine.

We now have two weeks off for the Christmas/New year holiday and will be back on January 6^th…   

76th Sitting 09/12/2013

It was just Liz and me again this week and we set the room up as usual.

Liz did the opening prayer at 8.30pm, turned on the music CD and extinguished the red light.

Five minutes later Liz felt like she had a cap on her head.

She could see shapes swimming through the room.

Then sensed what she described as electric streaks of light or static light going through the room.

She saw what looked like fracture lines in rock.

In her mind she heard ‘At the coal face’ and got the impression of the incredible density of the physical world.

Liz felt there was someone to her left, between her and the cabinet.

She felt them near her left ear, holding her head, as if about to whisper something.

Then she felt a trickling sensation on the crown of her head trickling down her left side.

It felt very cold to her left.

As she said that there were a few noises starting from the cabinet and Liz muted the music…

Liz… ‘Hello’

‘All here…’

Liz felt a breeze in front of her.

The communication was mainly incoherent and random words, as if tuning in.

Liz encouraged the communication forward and repeated some of the words back.

Eventually the communication faded and Liz put the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 1

Liz felt like the room was full of people.

She saw vague outlines and dim lights moving around the room.

And a few sparks in-between them.

Liz then reported what looked like a paper chain strung across the room from the cabinet to the far end.

More noises started from the cabinet.

Liz welcomed them and muted the music.

It was a different type of noise, gurgling, hissing and choking!!!

Random words came forward in a deep tone, very difficult to understand at first.

‘All is good… all walk, our worlds, all worlds… (Repeated) All worlds are here, all able to mingle with each atmosphere… forward, come forward, very, very forward, we reach to you from our world, we come forward, we come forward from our world to your world of matter, so we can touch once again…’

Liz… ‘Our dense structure… You’re very welcome’

‘Time come for us to reach out, reach out to your world, enable a communication’

Liz… ‘I’m so glad you’re able to’

‘All people should know that they have a purpose, each person should know… all people…’

Liz… ‘What is their purpose?’

‘Each person has a goal; each person has a goal but it, it, it…’

Liz… ‘Keep coming through… Each person has a goal?’

‘Each person has a goal and they have to remember, have to remember their goal, they…’

Liz… ‘How do we remember the goal?’

‘It is a slow process, steady, steady… (Change of voice) Let it work its way into your mind through remembrance of before your time, of before your time on the earth, a remembrance which is there, it is there, it is shielded by matter but it is there and it can be found. It takes a steady mind, a mind which is able to penetrate and go back, in a physical sense, so… order in your life, set forth intention to discover your true goal for your journey in this life now that you have undertaken. Allow your memory to expand and allow your memory to bridge the gap between this life and the true life that surrounds you. Each time you do this a part of you will be unfolded to you. A part of your true self, a true meaning of your life which is always there, always a part of you but not remembered when you are living a physical life. Forget material boundaries. Allow a spiritual nature to seep into your mind piece by piece. Slowly recognition of your goal will be shown to you like a picture. A picture painted by your hands. Each brush stroke will provide a clue as to your goal’

Liz… ‘Good, thank you’

‘Hear the words around you, listen out for the clues, feel the picture unfolding and see what master piece has been created for you to see… All life has purpose, all life has a goal. Just allow that goal to be shown’

Liz… ‘Thank you for the reminder’

‘Do not look too hard. Do not feel, do not see, just allow, just allow, just relax and it will be shown to you. You do not have to look, it is not hidden, it is merely there waiting for you to unlock and let it be revealed to you’

Liz… ‘So it’s a process of opening, of anticipation. Thank you’

The communicator withdrew and Liz turned the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 2

Things were quiet for the next 20 minutes then there was a lip-smacking noise from the cabinet as more communication came through and Liz muted the music again…

Liz… ‘Hello… someone trying to speak? You’re very welcome friend’

‘Sometimes you feel you are blown around like a leaf by the wind in a random direction. Each blast of wind is directed, is directed. Nothing is by chance. You will find yourself in places that you feel you belong. This is because the wind is directed by a greater knowledge, a greater intelligence. A greater intelligence that is connected to you, it is a part of you. It is a part of yourself that is directing your life which you can feel if you allow yourself to expand your feeling into that which directs’

Liz… ‘What about random thoughts and dreams?’

‘The thought and the dream is not random but your perception of the thought and the dream gives the impression that it is random. You need to fine-tune your perception, bring the dream closer to your true reality so you can walk into the dream and question the dream, examine the dream, test and re-test each part of the dream until you realise it is not a random dream, it is directed by your greater self, your larger self. The larger part of yourself directs each dream, each thought, each apparent random thought which your earthly self will perceive as a random thought’

Liz… ‘So don’t dismiss it even if it’s uncomfortable’

‘Test it, test it and question why it is uncomfortable, what feels uncomfortable. Maybe part of you is blocking the true meaning of the dream giving illusion of uncomfortable. If it feels uncomfortable then something is wrong. Examine the feeling you get, question it, allow yourself to expand into the dream once again until you find the one piece which does not fit, does not fit to the pattern of your mind, then realign that piece until you feel comfortable, until you feel joy, until you feel pleasure from that dream’

Liz… ‘Okay, thank you’

‘Each step of your journey has been directed but at the same time you are allowed to make mistakes, to go the wrong way, to venture into parts that will upset, will feel uncomfortable until you have realised why that feeling has become apparent. The more you do this the more you will realise that you can, you can experience happiness, pleasure, the loving feeling from your outer self which will penetrate your inner self, the self that experiences physical matter for this brief journey you call life on earth’

Liz… ‘Thank you, thank you, profound wisdom there’

‘All will become apparent the closer you get to the true goal of your life, the true meaning of your life’

Liz… ‘It’s still a mystery…’

‘Let yourself mingle with others, listen to others, listen to their stories, compare them to your own. Feel how they experience their life. Compare again with your experience and gradually you will find a connection with all other people. All people are having the same experience but they are interpreting it in their own way... This is partially your goal, to unravel the mystery of interpretation of experience’

Liz… ‘A difficult one…’

‘Only difficult if you perceive it difficult. Just relax, let the difficulty fall and the truths become apparent. Difficulty is self-created. You will soon learn that you do not need difficulty, you do not need these spikes of unreason, of unapparent reason… (It then seemed like the communicator faded out and another took over, the one who usually closes) …Thank you once again, we have reached once again the, what you call the last two tunes of your music. This is our signal, our signal that our time with you once again has come to an end. An end in this way, although as you know we are always with you, we are always inspiring you, helping you, not guiding but we just remain by your side. When you need us we are there. We will let you make your own mistakes for we know that will be a learning for you. Each mistake you make gives you something to think about, something to build a pattern in your mind and hopefully not repeat your mistake. When you do not learn, the mistake will reappear. If you find a repeating pattern in your life then look further, expand your thoughts, find why you are repeating the same situation. Once you have learnt how to overcome that situation, after a time another situation will become apparent to you and another mistake which you will learn from and so it will go on but each time you become closer to the real, the real you, the force within you, that drives you… your spirit… Thank you we go now, we leave you with our love and we look forward to working and mingling with you in this condition once again, thank you’

Liz… ‘Thank you very much and our love to you… Thank you friend’

AUDIO CLIP 3

The last tune came to an end.

Liz said it was now very light in the room.

It also looked light to me in the cabinet as I came back.

I was very warm but my hands were cold.

I had remained aware throughout this evening, just slightly out of it.

Liz said that the communications were helpful to her and related to some of her own thoughts at this time.

She also felt herself being overshadowed at times but kept with it this week.

During the evening she got the name ‘Thoreau’ a poet who wrote the book Walden.

75th Sitting 02/12/2013

Dan is away for all of December so it’ll be just me and Liz now till the new year.

We had the room set up as normal.

I felt light headed and instantly got a tickly cough as soon as I sat in the cabinet.

This week I also got the feeling the cabinet was bigger than normal as I settled into my chair.

Liz opened in prayer at 8.30pm then extinguished the red light and put on the music.

Ten minutes after opening Liz reported a sudden flurry of light in front of her.

She reported this at the same time as a communicator began to control me in the cabinet.

Various voice noises, coughs and gurgling came through.

Liz turned down the music and welcomed the communication…

‘Easy, easy, easy…’ (Repeated in different voices)

Liz… ‘Hello Mr Easy, welcome’

‘Hello, hello, hello…’ (Repeated in different voices)

‘All here, all here…’

Liz… ‘You’re very welcome’

There were various incoherent voices and sounds coming through.

Liz… ‘I can hear you’re having a good practice’

Liz put the music back up as the communication faded.

AUDIO CLIP 1

Liz said the room was very dark.

About 20 minutes after the last communication a few noises started in the cabinet again.

It was an unusual sound which I don’t think we’ve had before.

Liz turned down the music and welcomed the communication.

The voice pitch got higher almost singing then speaking but incoherent.

Liz encouraged the communicator to speak clearer.

‘Edith… Edith…’ (Repeated)

Liz… ‘Edith? Is that Edith?’

‘Yes, yes, yes…’

Liz… ‘Do we know you Edith? Do I know you?’

‘Well… Edith, Edith… Day centre, day centre… Edith, Edith… Thank you, thank you for looking after me… All is well… Hold, hold… Words, so simple yet… Stable…’

Liz continued to encourage the communicator to keep coming through and come forward a bit stronger.

‘Stable, like a very strange sensation, stable, delicate, stable, precision instrument, full of complicated variable systems. Hold, one two three then come forward they say hold it into place. It is a very unstable complicated vehicle to come through for we have a lot of learning to achieve a perfect link. So you will appreciate time is spent tuning in to this precision instrument’

Liz… ‘Okay, you’re doing very well’

‘Each time we can continue to develop amount. It is a time for us to prove ourselves so slowly upwards…’

Liz… ‘Yes you’re doing very well, it takes time and you’re learning… A delicate balance’

The communication faded and Liz put the music back up.

AUDIO CLIP 2

Liz was getting very hot and felt a pressure in her throat.

She was being overshadowed; someone was looking through her eyes.

It felt to her like she wasn’t there.

She had a clear conceptual vision and felt inspired to say a few words…

‘It doesn’t matter who has the dream, who has the vision, who has the words, the experience it’s all the same. It’s not a question of individual achievement, the individual doesn’t matter. The truth comes at different times in different people and it’s all the same. It doesn’t matter who it is. The idea that we have to achieve personally is a mistaken idea because we’re all the same. So far as things arise in different ones at different times that’s okay. Just let it go, let it be as it is. Striving for individual experience gets in the way. The effort is good but where the fruit flourishes it doesn’t matter’

Then a communication started from the cabinet…

‘Hello, hello, hello…’

Liz… ‘Hello to you’

A few random words came through for a while as if tuning in, then…

‘Still a voice, a voice in the dark come through, forward, take us, take us forward to come through into atmosphere. Wake up, wake up and see us, how we gather in our work this way is for more of our, look… Wake up, wake up and… Wake up, wake up and perceive all of us in the room, in the room… We can join with you, join hands with you, bring a link to the circle, bring our love into the room and join your circle, our circle, our circle of love which spread out into atmosphere. Each time we gather in this way we can build a brighter light, a brighter light, a beacon shining forward, forth into the atmosphere. Colour your world with our light. It will bring, it will bring joy, healing and happiness to all of your world, all animals, all people will benefit from this gathering each week. Each time we sit it spreads, it spreads to all other groups, all other lights, all lights intermingle and spread about the world’

Liz… ‘That’s wonderful’

‘So I say thank you once again for sitting in this way. We shall draw back but we appreciate the way you sit, your dedication, the way you think, the way you feel, the way each time you motivate, you motivate and build, and build energy within circle, so go, so far, good energy spread, spread out. So till we meet, till we meet again we say thank you’

Liz… ‘Thank you and you’re very welcome, love and blessings with you, thank you friend’

AUDIO CLIP 3

The music ended.

Liz waited till I was back with it before doing the closing prayer, sending healing and doing our closing down exercise.

I remained aware throughout the session but think I drifted off a bit during the quiet periods.

Liz hadn’t seen much light phenomena in the room this week.

She felt she was getting more internal images a bit like the lights in the head experienced with a migraine.

She had a strong feeling of the hexagons in I Ching. They were red in colour.

Liz couldn’t quite place an Edith but had known someone with a similar name from a day centre.

Hopefully the communicator will be back with more info in the future.

At one point during the sitting Liz sensed a Cathleen in the room. She saw her quite clearly and she had a dog with her. She had dark hair not in a bun but it was drawn back in a style off the shoulder.

She didn’t verbalise this at the time in case it influenced any communication through me.

I sensed a Bert or Albert with me. He had sat in physical circles himself in Arundel Road, Eastbourne, possibly 50-100 years ago. He seemed to be wondering why there was just one sitter in this circle. He seemed to be a comical character and I thought he was going to communicate but he didn’t. Maybe another time he will?

It had certainly been an interesting evening for both of us...